
Originally Posted by
AlexInsane
I'm becoming more and more disillusioned with life. When I was a kid only ten years ago life was a laugh a minute, and now the world is just this cruel, gray place that, for two pins, will chew you up and spit you out. People I used to care about I no longer do - I want to yell at them for even talking to me. I have nothing to say to anyone at all. But I have to talk to people, because if I don't, these people think that it's THEIR fault I'm not talking to them. That's a pretty egotistical guilt trip you're laying on me. I should feel horrible typing that about a family member, but I don't.
I'm so bitter and angry and lethargic these days. I don't enjoy anything anymore.
I think it would be nice if my family just wrote me off and out of their lives. I can't get a job, I can't get a life, I can't do anything. Let's face it: I've failed at life thus far. Just give up on me - I've already given up on you.