Corny title, is corny.
For the past three weeks I have been trying to draw a character of mine. Scrapping nearly every picture because I didn't like them or they weren't quite right, or maybe it was too rough. There have been many reasons. It's been an uphill struggle the entire way. I just can't seem to get it right, I even commissioned someone to draw her so that maybe I would be satisfied and chill out. I wasn't satisfied at all. After weeks of mounting frustration any file I saved with a sketch of her was named after some sort of curseword.
Finally I draw a picture of her that I don't hate. YAY! I'm even a little proud of it.
But I still want to draw her. What's the deal?
I just can't stop doodling her. :c My boyfriend told me to take a break from drawing, do something else like play a video game, but I don't want to play a video game, all I want to do is draw this character. I've tried going for walks, sometimes for hours at a time, bike rides etc. Nothing. I go to work and I think about drawing.
If she has stepped up as 'muse' she is the most frustrating muse ever, and she needs to give me a break so I can go work on something else for a bit. I'm not tired of drawing her, I just wish I'd have the same desire to draw everything else.