Oh I was fucking pissed, however some strange shit happened when I was dead, and when I came back I realized that I was sent back with orders, because I couldn't get them out of my head for months afterwards. So now I figure i'm stuck here with a purpose and I have shit I was told to do. What is even creepier, is the fact that once I was given a second chance. Shit dramatically improved...like....scarily improved and I began seeing signs. I swear to God the Creator is trolling the shit out of us.