I never graduated , dropped out at 14 to work 40 hours a week , I'm 23 year old and I work in a dead end job , back in High school I was just cringy and tbh , I prefer forget those dark and hatred times of the youth I never really had , I won't go in details but let's say I had a lot to deal with.. Family and school likewise was a living nightmare as well as some things done in the past that still holds it's scars on me to this very day , I do my best , but sometime it feels that even my best won't cut it. I know I did archived a lot though , I came a long way , I was a drug addict at 14 but now I only stick to cigarettes and booze. My personality is erratic in relationship , never really worked out on that part of life , I did go back to school and in two years I almost had my diploma , but not quite. Not enough money to keep going but I have enough prerequisite to make a course in electricity or something , I won't stay in a job that don't go anywhere and I'll prosper in life. No way I'm gonna fall back in depression! F#$@ that I used to be a downer , but no more , I see life differently today but that quirk of mine , being that anxious little ball of nerves , is a part of me that will never leave..