Uh. I hate that dream. I have it about once a month ^^' Idon't normally try to interpret my dreams, but I deffinitly see merit in trying to understand your state of mind a bit better by paying attention to them.
Doesnt sound like a very good christian to me, true christianity is about caring for others and treating them better than you do yourself. Sounds like he missed a lesson somewhere. Sorry for your loss man. Please don't judge us all on someone's sad, pathetic behavior. :(
I picked up The Great Divorce by C. S. Lewis at the used book store today. I made a day of reading it and I really enjoyed it. I may go back tomorrow and pick up another of his books, they never disappoint. :)