P.s. about the suicide thing you said in the post STOP IT STOP IT NOW do you know how much that will destroy your friends and family members who are there for you and love you with all their hearts my friend and my step brother killed themselves and it killed me and my family so please please please get that terrible thought out of your head
It's ok you don't have to worry about it do you know what will happen? You will save up for your first con you will worry about it all the way there you will get there and you will forget about your worry after seeing all of the amazing suites and the vendors and just the amazing wonders of the con just know that it will be ok. Ok?
I see you're killing yourself because of icon...
Why don't you like it? This is nice icon.
Want to get a better icon?
...Then improve your drawing, don't be lazy.
I also finally gonna start doing drawing... So, just get up, don't give up and go do it.
If you continue staying like that - you will get nothing.
So JUST DO IT!
You can talk to me whenever you want... You'll don't regret it.