Recent content by Spawtsie Paws

Oh..they were names I recognized too. Go figure this would be a old post!

...usually my EMS uniform. A white t-shirt/long sleeve shirt (patients are GROSS), a thick polyester work shirt, a thick polyester pants, and boots that are too heavy! I daydream of the day I can move much further north and not have to worry about the heat index being 115 *F!

I want to like people, however I do not in a traditional sense. Interacting with people is very taxing for me and I would rather not meet new people. The friends I do make are usually life long friends who I feel I have an emotional bond to. When it comes to educating or helping them on possibly...

Really give your sauce/cheese character. Too many places taste bland in my experience. And don't be afraid to have two or three sauces! Would be neat to have a tangy, sweet, or spicy sauce! The crust gets too much focus at times >:c

It does sound like a mixture of depression AND anxiety. You need to see a psychiatrist when you can. However, I personally can relate to depression. While I have never been officially diagnosed, it is something I have been battling throughout my teen to my mid 20s. Last year it was especially...

Yes, she does sound like she is overbearing. And it does appear to me that you are confirmation bias. Hopefully you'll at least consider it for the benefit of you, not your mother. If you attend the group therapy once and it does not work, you can at least say you tried. I know that I have tried...

Mhmm! That always throws me off too! Especially if they change both username and avatar!

I feel sad that I do not recognize any names of this forum anymore. Well, maybe an occasional name or two but they are so few and far between.

Yes, tasteless!

Spots. Anything else is irrelevant.

I drink caffeine constantly while on duty. It is like my life line...sadly, however, it doesn't help with my blood pressure. But when it is 0300 and you have a high acuity patient, I'm just happy I am able to focus. When I am home, I leisurely drink coffee otherwise I get pretty down. I am...

I would have to be reaaaally drunk because I am not one to make myself the center of attention. Maybe it is the lack of self-confidence!

I have never bought gaming apparel. I'm not condoning it, I just find it to be tasteless.

I confess I used to be an obnoxious FAF posting fag that didn't know when to stop. Now I work and have grown to hate the world like every mature and reasonable adult.

When a patient is in pain, I "administer" an IV flush to help with the pain. If they are still in pain after a high dose of normal saline, i'll give morphine or fentanyl. Dallas drug seekers :c