Incandescent? What do you mean?
And... Making up for strong character traits elsewhere? ...Well, I suppose insecurities are often a result of being able to see one's own flaws, which IS a very strong character trait, and a sign of intelligence... They still freaking suck though.
Mm... Just feeling like I'm ignorable, inconsequential. Not even noticeable. I probably shouldn't expect anything else when I'm doing things on fucking Tumblr, but my emotions don't like to be anything except absolutely crushing and awful.
Honestly, I'm surprised I seem that interesting. Surely insecurity and depression aren't that intriguing?