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yeah sleeo sounds good.....................fniiiiiiiiiiiiiir

I feel really weird, like zoned out. I dont feel the pain or weight. Whatever dad gave me was some tiny blue pill, now im zonned out and the feeling on my chet is gone took most my will to get in the shower for a quick hot one, but I feel so drained, I guess whatever he gave me is working

God im just so scared it is my heart failing or something. I don't want to fucking die at twenty four years old. I'm just really really making my life happen, why does it have to end before it begins. what the shit did I do to have this happen

maybe I should take a long bath...

trying to not breath so hard now. i need to calm, i cant keep crying, this shit has me fucking loosing it

Yes, they will. And if I tried to dare call 911, the moment that ambulance starts up is a 500 dollar fee

I am saying I CANT right now. I dont have the money, im flat fucking broke. I have no transport outside my pops helping and he wont take me until tomorrow or the day after. I am trying to calm I am, I just cant calm down, im trying but I cant, im sorry, I really am trying

Yes I can breath okay right now. But it still feels like a tiny weight on that spot. I did a hot microwave compress bag thing, let it rest, then rubbed the spot like that one guy said. The dull pain is gone but it still feels like a small weight is on it. Dammit I dont know what else do do...

I did tell him, he always is an asshole if im worried about something, he gave me an anxiety pill thinking im overreacting. Said he still is gonna take me to the doctor tomorrow or the day after, but fuck im scared. Trying to not freak out but im starting to shake now

Again I cant go to the ER, that option is not something I can do

yeah highly doubt pops would run me to the ER, he is always hesitant. Had to compromise for him calling tomorrow to get me an appointment x.x On a different thing, wth is up with my forum name thingy, it just went to red letters saying hot hot hot x.x

trying to get an appointment for sometimes this week to be honest. In the meantime just, kinda wanted to air out and also maybe get advice

Okay so, please no trolling, this is sorta something I am worried about. The other day I had a severe panic attack, started with a tight pain under the nipple, left side of my rips, that was sharp when I breathed in, then boom panic attack. But ever since then another feeling has happened, for...

Wooooooo found a comp that actually would look good and match the shape of a slide finally owo but crap it's expensive http://stores.sjcguns.com/sjc-major-9mm-11-port-aluminum-compensator/ Oh well, all this is just window shopping anyways x3

Edit: Ah fuck it, I am sure this idiot is a troll

Sorry, page ago ready the derailing bs that came up. It was a thread about thanksgiving, just to make people have a small happy thread about a current holiday, and the passive aggressive bs posts that popped up annoyed the piss outta me.

*sighs* yeaaaah totally make small passive aggressive posts because it's a holiday you don't celebrate. Seriously, just because it isn't something you either don't know about or don't celebrate don't go around trashing someones thread about it. Oh boo hoo Cassidy an American made a thread...

Deviled eggs are mainly like for big family get togethers, especially holiday ones like Thanksgiving and Christmas. They are just so damn good and easy to make x3

oh crap you made me remember, I had some Deviled eggs

Damn that is some expensive ass turkey for only 15 pounds. But yeah as Red said, doesn't need to be a holiday you celebrate, just is nice to have a time to be thankful for the things and people you have. Or the very least the breath you take.