.... and it was like nonconsensual, I was like obviously not in a good place (just had an anxiety attack) and the guy thought it was cool and normal to start an RP like that (might've actually been like, dismemberment :( ) I want to trust the guy but like I was obviously troubled before that...
I think I figured out my reason for being a furry
if fetishes and phobias are linked
I think I was deeply afraid of skin/human flesh growing up, probably too many horror movies growing up didn't help. So maybe fur (or even scales etc.) felt protective in some way?
and I said maybe it made me...
I don't really know but sometimes I think vore is because of that word 'consummation' gets mistaken for 'consume-ation'
As far as hyper, maybe households feels kind of /conservative/ at times (though maybe not intentionally) but like would the go-to insult "happy horse shit" kind of imply...
yes like Freudian psychology
I'd post the journal itself but it gets rambly so here's the good parts
oh no but I was getting deep, I like to troll sometimes when people use the word "ego death", isn't being uncloseted (even if just bi) sort of "ego death", or some people fear admitting the...
Some terminology relating to the Bear community includes:
Admirer - a term that refers to someone who is sexually or romantically attracted to Bears (this term is often used in various communities to describe an outsider who has sexual attraction to people within that community). Also often...
I think that's clear enough. I know plenty of times where people said they were bi 'for the art' etc. and I mean pretty sure IT HAPPENS outside of the furry community where people will fantasize about same-sex behavior way before they're serious about it irl, or by their porn habits you'd think...
um wow mehhhhhhh um
jesus h is that why he's David Lynch
R M D is it like 'rubbed' holy hell
um that's not bisexual though jesus h
eh something UP with the guy though, I swear
just a little teed off he has such a bad image of it
but like would he think 'bisexual' cause of...
the media holding up 'nobility'? lol did he look like, b
only wants to be friends with d
real oath is seeing if you can? with a (Radiohead Lotus Flower lol?)
dem water bottles
and uh was he like, a fox marksman? holy