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Kinare
RAWR
Yep, most of the time I do. I don't have much that brings me joy. I'm trying to better appreciate the small little joys I can get, like the cuddling of my cats, the smell of fresh air (especially after rain), the sound of a good song, the taste of a good food, a small laugh here and there. Thing is, as much as I hate life, I also know it can't get better if I just quit. I have tried to quit multiple times when I thought it couldn't get better. Fortunately or unfortunately, however you see it, I failed at those attempts and I'm here attempting to make the most of what little I have or waiting for the next big fuck-up to force me into another try. Time will tell I suppose.
Blatherzon
Member
I did for a long time.
Took a lot of work to get to the other side of that. For me, it was giving up on unhealthy relationships, forgiving my past mistakes, and redesigning the expectations I had of myself and my life. In short, I cared way too much about the wrong things, and not nearly enough about the right things. Figuring out that distinction is what really saved me. I'm generally happier now, and have found better coping mechanisms when the pit I used to be in tries to pull me back in.
Hope you can get the help and support you need to get out too. Not a great time for it with the state of the world, but you can reach out on BetterHelp or 7 Cups. Or hit me up. I'm a good listener.
Took a lot of work to get to the other side of that. For me, it was giving up on unhealthy relationships, forgiving my past mistakes, and redesigning the expectations I had of myself and my life. In short, I cared way too much about the wrong things, and not nearly enough about the right things. Figuring out that distinction is what really saved me. I'm generally happier now, and have found better coping mechanisms when the pit I used to be in tries to pull me back in.
Hope you can get the help and support you need to get out too. Not a great time for it with the state of the world, but you can reach out on BetterHelp or 7 Cups. Or hit me up. I'm a good listener.
Stray Cat Terry
고먐미
It's full of Tl;drs, but in short: Yes, I hate it.
Physically, I'm not an old wise person, as the age is almost always being mentioned talking about life. But I'm more than proud to say that I've seen and done everything, if you exclude illegal stuff.
I have archieved everything possible (or maybe further) within my limits and have lost all I have archived, and repeated the same pattern with different components for my whole not-so-long life. They have changed my personality multiple times and now I don't even know myself. I used to be religious, but now I'm not. I feel like being toyed. The only thing left is either going even wilder (maybe test the limit of law) or just to leave the world (aka. death). For now I don't have specific determination or precise plans for either paths, or I'm lazy just for now.
I'm still alive, but I don't feel alive. And since I'm alive, I'm being challenged to higher walls with various but the same patterns, which I'm sick of. At least I'm not harming any third-parties so that's great enough.
I have 7 or 6 lives left now, death was beside me ever since my birth, haha. Sorry if it wasn't funny.
Edit: Those life consultants keep telling you dos and don'ts without any working logics, just as if they haven't experienced and/or don't even know the feelings the targets suffer from. They must only put those who actually have overcome these feelings and stuff to work, which I think is impossible, hah. Guess I'm not one of their stereotypical targets? I'm done with consultants, such a waste of time and money.
Edit 2: I love telling stories, ask me if you want more. And be prepared not to be depressed or anything if so. I don't wanna take other lives away with me. Anyways, there are tons that I can't even completely categorize. Oh, and feel free to know more if you got 9 lives like I did!
Physically, I'm not an old wise person, as the age is almost always being mentioned talking about life. But I'm more than proud to say that I've seen and done everything, if you exclude illegal stuff.
I have archieved everything possible (or maybe further) within my limits and have lost all I have archived, and repeated the same pattern with different components for my whole not-so-long life. They have changed my personality multiple times and now I don't even know myself. I used to be religious, but now I'm not. I feel like being toyed. The only thing left is either going even wilder (maybe test the limit of law) or just to leave the world (aka. death). For now I don't have specific determination or precise plans for either paths, or I'm lazy just for now.
I'm still alive, but I don't feel alive. And since I'm alive, I'm being challenged to higher walls with various but the same patterns, which I'm sick of. At least I'm not harming any third-parties so that's great enough.
I have 7 or 6 lives left now, death was beside me ever since my birth, haha. Sorry if it wasn't funny.
Edit: Those life consultants keep telling you dos and don'ts without any working logics, just as if they haven't experienced and/or don't even know the feelings the targets suffer from. They must only put those who actually have overcome these feelings and stuff to work, which I think is impossible, hah. Guess I'm not one of their stereotypical targets? I'm done with consultants, such a waste of time and money.
Edit 2: I love telling stories, ask me if you want more. And be prepared not to be depressed or anything if so. I don't wanna take other lives away with me. Anyways, there are tons that I can't even completely categorize. Oh, and feel free to know more if you got 9 lives like I did!
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MainHammond
Former Big Toasty Cinnamon Bun
Sometimes, but for the most part I like life.
There's always something new waiting for me out there.
A new person to meet, a new place to be, a new flavor to try.
There's always something new waiting for me out there.
A new person to meet, a new place to be, a new flavor to try.
Marius Merganser
(duck)
It's a roller coaster
Stray Cat Terry
고먐미
With poor maintenance. My roller coaster must be 'screwed'.
Glossolalia
just happy to be here
I haven't felt that way for a pretty long time, luckily, but I definitely remember the feeling. Sometimes it would come at the weirdest times- I'd encounter some dumb, temporary problem and think "well the whole thing's ruined now, it isn't worth it to continue". Like I was playing a game and wanted to start over so I could still get a decent score.
Frank Gulotta
Send us your floppy
Yeah not big on living. But I think this thread is in the wrong section
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Deleted member 111470
Guest
Nah, I don't hate it. I'm just indifferent to it.
Good Boy Avery
Level 28 Good Boy
Lately, yes
Duncan Glaze
Life is so tiresome
Dang man that hits me where I live. If it weren't for furry porn, I'd end my life right now. But you gotta live for something I guess.