Less interactions, more distractions.
*hugs the goat* you wanna talk about it?I’m having such a terrible anxiety attack right now
Everything just feels wrong, like every thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. I feel so worthless and ugly like a piece of garbage. Nothing means anything to me.*hugs the goat* you wanna talk about it?
Everything just feels wrong, like every thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. I feel so worthless and ugly like a piece of garbage. Nothing means anything to me.
I’ll try my bestOuch, that's all too familiar a feeling for me. There's no good advice I can give besides to push through it, maybe take a nap or alternatively work on something that will improve yourself, like art or programming (that's what I do, anyways). Just stay safe, okay?
God I’m so alone, I’m so so alone. I don’t wanna be alone anymore, I want to feel happiness and like I belong somewhere for once.
This. It feels like my existence is merely to upset people, or make them feel uncomfortable one way or another. And on top of that, having myself and everything/one around me crumble apart in every way imaginable while I have fewer people to lean on as time goes on.God I’m so alone, I’m so so alone. I don’t wanna be alone anymore, I want to feel happiness and like I belong somewhere for once.
I couldn't agree more to be honest, cause he's rightIt may sound strange, but I feel even more lonely since I'm active within the fandom. I can endure so much physical pain, but the loneliness is like tearing me apart. And participating in a community makes me realize that even more. I met some really nice people, but in the end everyone lives their own lifes, which means we are alone most of the time anyway. My realization is, that no one really cares about me or you, because that is natural. For the most part. People talked about this before and probably will always do. What do you do when you realize nobody truly cares about you? - Quora
It's easier for me to accept the reality and actually being alone, than trying to not be alone and feel even worse because of it.
I guess a lot of people struggle with feels like this. An artist whose art will not receive attention... A musician... Really, it could be everyone. We are hoping to find something and exactly that hope is the reason why we feel the despair. It's probably better to live a life without expectations. How can we feel happy, when we always want something that we not have? Blending everything else out because of it.
Hope sucks. I'm tired of it.