i don't really care. i have no life, and i probably won't have one for years to come. i really don't fucking care.
What makes you think your life is going to arrive in a few years time if you don't start building it right now huh.
"And my life is coming but I don't know when."
What is your definition of "extreme"?
As in, deny every bad aspect of yourself and hide everything from everybody else under a protective shell.
There is "being yourself" and "being your ideal" they are completely different. My ideal transcends humanity, and being myself I'm lazy. FAF what do?
Then envision your realistic ideal.
And no I don't mean what you want to look like unless it's something physical you can actually change. Got to work with what you got, bro. Your lethargy is your first problem work on that and man the fuck up.
Everyone has an un-achievable ideal of themselves. The hard part is accepting it.
Life is sooo much easier once you realize you truly dont give a fuck what others think of you or your looks
Like I said, not talking about ideal looks. Just sayin, you should probably try to conform to your ideal based on what you can change.
Self consciousness is essential for development.
Wait, maybe Im stupid, but what is this thread about?
About not being yourself in order to be what you want to be.