Confessions thread

[dirtypaws]

yall are gonna get infracted up the ass, i swear

should people do like they do on drug forums and just say "SWIM really likes this specific drug" (SWIM being 'someone who isn't me')? Speed is moderately legal. they sell some kinds at the gas station, even!

 

[Kleric]

I have sort of a mental block for these things, I could never let myself do any of these drugs.
Sucks feeling like a party pooper :I

No worries, you're not alone.
Come, join me in defecating on their party.

 

[Maugryph]

I have sort of a mental block for these things, I could never let myself do any of these drugs.
Sucks feeling like a party pooper :I

Your probability better off not doing that stuff.

 

[ShuTheGreat]

I think everyone should try a psychedelic drug at least once, considering you have a healthy mind and are not currently suffering from depression. Shrooms brought back a lot of repressed memories and made me realize things about the people around me that my sober mind otherwise would not have - including bad habits about myself. It really opens up your third eye and gives you a taste of that dimension that we all know exist, but just can't tap into at will. As for LSD...lets just say I've never laughed so hard in my life!

 

[Fallowfox]

I think everyone should try a psychedelic drug at least once, considering you have a healthy mind and are not currently suffering from depression. Shrooms brought back a lot of repressed memories and made me realize things about the people around me that my sober mind otherwise would not have - including bad habits about myself. It really opens up your third eye and gives you a taste of that dimension that we all know exist, but just can't tap into at will. As for LSD...lets just say I've never laughed so hard in my life!

Caffeine is psychoactive, so there ya go.

But really, no, we shouldn't all try strong psychoactive drugs. I don't think governments should prohibit all strong psychoactives for recreational use, but I think encouraging their frivelous use is irresponsible.

 

[ShuTheGreat]

Caffeine is psychoactive, so there ya go.

But really, no, we shouldn't all try strong psychoactive drugs. I don't think governments should prohibit all strong psychoactives for recreational use, but I think encouraging their frivelous use is irresponsible.

Well that's fine, you can think whatever you'd like too. But whether I encourage their use or not, I'm not coercing anyone to put anything they didn't decide to put into their body anyway. Doctors get paid to recommend that people put legitimately toxic drugs into their bodies, but since there isn't a big taxable industry behind marijuana and psychedelics I guess those are out of the picture. Have you ever done a psychedelic or do you just bite the propaganda? It's a life experience I personally believe. You get out of the experience what you want. If your weak minded or mentally ill, obviously you're going to have a bad time. If you're confident in yourself and expect a positive experience of self-reflection and ego cleansing then you'll be rewarded. Consider this merely a suggestion. You're all adults, so don't just take my word for it. Think for yourself and just live.

 

[PastryOfApathy]

Not fucking cool. People like you are the reason people like me can't go in and easily get medication we need.
When I finally had the balls to go to the doctors about Xanax (took me SEVEN YEARS to muster up the courage), there was a fucking sign on the door saying "we do not hand out prescriptions"
Why?
BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU, WHO BULLSHIT THEIR WAY INTO GETTING MEDICATION AND ABUSING IT.
I was about to walk away and go home, but I decided to push through with it and see a doctor, who prescribed me Xanax.

Get some fucking help.

But I actually legitimately need it you silly fucker.

 

[Alexxx-Returns]

I have had many heated debates about this topic with my strictly left-wing man-friend (I identify as a centrist because I have a mish-mash of strong left and right views). I confess I have very strong far right views surrounding [illegal] drugs, and for only the fact that my ex 4 years ago, when desperate, on the edge of losing his shit, ignored all the love I was offering him, and turned to drugs instead. I HATED him for that. I still do.

 

[RedSavage]

I'm...actually inclined to agree with Snu. But that's obviously personal experience. Out of all the drugs I did, it was the psychedelics that actually put me in the mindstate of recognizing what was good and bad in my life.

Obviously, shit like cocaine and booze made me a fucking asshole and I couldn't handle my shit.

It's all personal opinion, and I certainly don't judge anyone who currently agrees with the strict laws in place.

 

[Maugryph]

I think everyone should try a psychedelic drug at least once, considering you have a healthy mind and are not currently suffering from depression. Shrooms brought back a lot of repressed memories and made me realize things about the people around me that my sober mind otherwise would not have - including bad habits about myself. It really opens up your third eye and gives you a taste of that dimension that we all know exist, but just can't tap into at will. As for LSD...lets just say I've never laughed so hard in my life!

No. That sounds like a bad idea. there is other, safer ways to tap into your old memories.

 

[RedSavage]

No. That sounds like a bad idea. there is other, safer ways to tap into your old memories.

Funny enough, a study was done using MDMA as a cure for soldier's PTSD, and it showed incredible promise. This was done in a controlled environment with soldiers who had previously shown no desire to use any type of recreational substance.

Here's an article quote.

“It changed my perspective on the entire experience of working at ground zero,” said Patrick, a 46-year-old living in San Francisco, who worked long hours in the rubble after the Sept. 11, 2001, attacks searching in vain for survivors, as desperate family members of the victims looked on, pleading for information. “At times I had this beautiful, peaceful feeling down in the pit, that I had a purpose, that I was doing what I needed to be doing. And I began in therapy to identify with that,” rather than the guilt and sadness.

The Mithoefers administer the MDMA in two doses over one long therapy session, which comes after a series of weekly nondrug sessions to prepare. Three to five weeks later, they perform another drug-assisted session; and again, patients engage in 90-minute nondrug therapy before and after, once each week.

Most have found that their score on a standard measure of symptoms — general anxiety, hyperarousal, depression, nightmares — drops by about 75 percent. That is more than twice the relief experienced by people who get psychotherapy without MDMA, the Mithoefers said.

Take ALL articles with a grain of salt. For one, NY Times mixed up the distinction between Ecstasy and MDMA (aka Molly). Ecstasy is usually MDMA cut with cocaine/heroin/etc. Interesting how they mixed that up...

 

[FenrirDarkWolf]

I dunno about drugs it's just...
I've always wanted to try once but...
With my personality I'm scared I'll get addicted and my depression will worsen.
I'm already suicidal to some extent and.. I'm scared that they're just gonna do more damage...

 

[RedSavage]

I dunno about drugs it's just...
I've always wanted to try once but...
With my personality I'm scared I'll get addicted and my depression will worsen.
I'm already suicidal to some extent and.. I'm scared that they're just gonna do more damage...

Then this is precisely why you DONT use.
We have free will.
We're allowed to use it.

 

[FenrirDarkWolf]

Then this is precisely why you DONT use.
We have free will.
We're allowed to use it.

Depression and suicidal tendencies aside...
I'm also too poor to afford any sort of drug anyway.
My family is in so much debt and I just feel...
Useless.
I'm just so fucking useless, I can't do anything to help.
I've tried getting a job but no one hires me.
I can't drive yet, I can't do anything but mooch off of them...
God, sometimes I feel like if I'm gone everything will be so much easier...

 

[Volkodav]

But I actually legitimately need it you silly fucker.

You admitted to upping your dosage and getting an "addiction" because you like it.

 

[KyryK]

Let's just hope that they all return refreshed.

I'm genuinely terrified that Evan won't.

I confess that someone may have to take the initiative to say something weird and interesting to change the mood here.. It might be me, but I have no good ideas...

Well weird i can do. Future roommate gave my Skype details to one of his friends earlier and the second thing that i said when we spoke ended up starting a random RP where i was being as odd as i possibly could. Highlights include 4 drunk Englishmen with a vuvuzela living in my ass since the 2010 world cup, a guy that worked in the human resources department of an office wearing his severed hand as a necklace and taping objects to it because he couldn't come to terms with his hand getting cut off and an alcoholic men at work roadsign that was neglecting its family. This was the first time we've spoken to each other beyond an introduction.

 

[Ieono]

Although I will never partake in recreational drug use, I feel that some people may never attain higher states of being without them. Some people are just too restricted mentally to do so without a bit of "help".

 

[Ariosto]

I'm genuinely terrified that Evan won't.

The possibility is terrifying indeed. I hope he'll return, I really do.

 

[Mr. Sparta]

I dunno about drugs it's just...
I've always wanted to try once but...
With my personality I'm scared I'll get addicted and my depression will worsen.
I'm already suicidal to some extent and.. I'm scared that they're just gonna do more damage...

Can you get medical marijuana where you live? It can treat depression.

 

[FenrirDarkWolf]

Can you get medical marijuana where you live? It can treat depression.

Again, no money.
And I don't believe it's legal in Texas or Arkansas.

 

[Volkodav]

I'd really like to try shrooms for my cluster headaches but I don't want to be thrown in jail and also have cluster headaches

 

[PastryOfApathy]

You admitted to upping your dosage and getting an "addiction" because you like it.

Yes, but it doesn't mean I just randomly decided to get a prescription because I wanted some drugs. I simply upped the dosage I was already receiving. I don't see what the big issue is.

 

[UrsusArtist]

Guys...careful...

 

[Volkodav]

Yes, but it doesn't mean I just randomly decided to get a prescription because I wanted some drugs. I simply upped the dosage I was already receiving. I don't see what the big issue is.

I never said you faked having a mental illness to get drugs. My issue is that you're bullshitting your doctor in order to increase your prescription so you can abuse drugs.
People like you are why people like me are faced with "we do not hand out prescription" signs at doctors office
I remember I was in there getting Xanax and this dude came in complaining about his neck that was sooooo sooooorrre broooooo, i think i need oxy contin. he was bullshitting an injury, but i have no respect for people who abuse prescription drugs.

 

[Zop]

Sometimes, after I finish eating a super fatass meal that is substantially larger than usual, the song "We are the champions" goes through my head. Like, I take the last bite of my second cheeseburger and I think "weeeee are the champions, my frie-ends..."