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Gator

Uncledaddy
Brb Skyping you

wat why im scared



really dumb confession: sometimes i think maybe i'm made of two people because i'm so damn self-contradictory. but i'm pretty sure that's just the terrified loser i was made into battling against the outgoing weirdo i was "supposed" to be. or maybe i'm just too gemini for my own good.
 

RedSavage

Rattlesnake Flavored
wat why im scared



really dumb confession: sometimes i think maybe i'm made of two people because i'm so damn self-contradictory. but i'm pretty sure that's just the terrified loser i was made into battling against the outgoing weirdo i was "supposed" to be. or maybe i'm just too gemini for my own good.


Cause I think you're cool and kinda adorable
You're also well spoken.
 

Gator

Uncledaddy
I want me some Uncle Dis too!

You must be super hot, bby, 'cause you be attractin' ghosts and demons better than Satan himself.
must be my natural spoopiness.

You're not alone. I don't think I ever really learned how to make friends with people, I just get lucky and people choose to approach me.

yeah, that's pretty much how it goes. like, a lot of times i have tried talking to people myself and they just kinda... immediately lost interest. i don't think that helped much. but the ones who are interested enough to bother tend to be the only ones worth keepin' around anyway.
 

Feste

I haven't found an answer yet
I wish I could contribute on here more positively. I know some of that is reticence on my part on being more interactive with people. I kind of feel I've got a polarizing personality in some ways...guess I've always been that way. Plus I've said some really shit stuff on here in times when I'm feeling especially dark. I kind of feel just trapped in a darkened corner, in life and here, surrounded but cold to the people around me.
 

Shadow Jaeger

set phasers to thrust
Social anxiety? It's seemingly common.

I dunno, i will probably make a thread about it some time when i feel ready to explain everything. But all you need to know now is that my childhood was awful and iv been badly treated by various people or just completely ignored while others treated me badly.

Its just left a lot of scars is all...
 

Ariosto

New Member
I confess I'm magnanimous/narcissistic and suffer of great general insecurity at the same time. It's a bit of a see-saw game for me.
 

Feste

I haven't found an answer yet
I confess I'm magnanimous/narcissistic and suffer of great general insecurity at the same time. It's a bit of a see-saw game for me.

I feel like those two become tied together in some way for people. Like part of your brain wants you to like yourself, and the other half wants you to feel guilty for that. Just constantly till you're a blubbering incommunicative mess.

Eh, you figure it out, eventually. Maybe not sanity but just find a way to ignore it for most of the time...
 
Whenever people on here talk about how they're going through a bad time in their life, I just want to reach through the internet and hug them better.
 

Horsefur

Mountain Mew
I wish I was motivated to draw more and could draw without using reference photos. I draw maybe once every two months, and have only drawn one photo without looking at any other photo for reference.
 

shteev

Lol how do I delete this account
Whenever people on here talk about how they're going through a bad time in their life, I just want to reach through the internet and hug them better.

U the real MVP

most people on here usually take the opportunity to shut them down when they post in rants or w/e

"oooh something bug you? lemme go ahead and criticize your whole everything"
 

Samandriel Morningstar

The Morningstar
I hate seeing my friends struggling and all upset.
I just want to wrap them up in a blanket and give them tea and cuddles.
But at the same time I don't want to come off as a weirdo.
Social anxieties are such a bitch.
 

Maugryph

Member
I hate seeing my friends struggling and all upset.
I just want to wrap them up in a blanket and give them tea and cuddles.
But at the same time I don't want to come off as a weirdo.
Social anxieties are such a bitch.

Your heart is set in the right place. Your friends should be very thankful that you care so much about them.
 

Pyper

Active Member
I hate seeing my friends struggling and all upset.
I just want to wrap them up in a blanket and give them tea and cuddles.
But at the same time I don't want to come off as a weirdo.
Social anxieties are such a bitch.

Social anxiety is totally a bitch. I don't deal with it quite as bad as I have in the past but it still sucks big time. I have my moments on teamspeak where I won't talk because of anxiety and just an unreasonable fear when talking with people.
 
After reading a certain thread in "Rants and Raves", I realized it hurts to watch someone get ganged up on by the forum, especially by people that I had come to think of as nice. Not that I immediately think they are bad people now; maybe I've just spent too much time in "hugbox"-like settings.
 
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