Confessions thread

[Evan of Phrygia]

i sometimes see certain people lurking and want to start screaming.

...who am i trying to kid. i'm not fucking stable at all right now. i beat myself with my own shoe because i fucked up a little bit.

no good being here.


i keep wanting to delete this post but goddamnit i'm sick of making myself scared, so you know what, it's time i stopped playing this game and just fucking talked instead of trying to be some cute little faggot

. i'm a fucking narcissist. i hurt myself because i genuinely believe deep down that i'm doing everything at a mediocre level. when these posts get ignored, i get angry because that makes me think that everything i'm not handling well actually doesn't matter, and that i'm a dramatic bitch for even beginning to care. so then i either delete them or think about hurting myself more. i don't care if it scares people, my head works in this great way where everything i think makes me believe that i deserve to be punished. honestly i don't think i even hurt myself enough! i only hit myself a few times with a shoe, why didn't i knock myself out, hit my head into the tile, get some blood dripping! i could have, but of course since i'm weak i just threw the shoe and just went with my bare hand. i cried like a bitch and kept hitting myself, should have just knocked myself out and save everyone a bit of trouble.

here you fucking go. i don't care who knows anymore. i'm just a fucking idiot anyways; and since i actually said i hurt myself i'm sure i'll either get a wave of "boo don't hurt yourself" or absolutely nothing at all, and honestly at this point i'd just feel more comfortable having the ease of access to just beat myself until i don't feel like i have to anymore.

either that or i could just be a decent fucking human being, and as far as i can tell i'll keep failing at that. just look at all the contradictions going on in my own logic. it's lovely isn't it? i feel perfectly rational right now. i feel fucking honest.

sorry everyone, i'm still a train wreck. probably be super fucking happy about everything tomorrow because i'm good at being some shitty normal person, but the minute something doesn't go right i'll be sure to remind myself exactly what the reality is.

 

[Mr. Sparta]

We still love you.

 

[FenrirDarkWolf]

We still love you.

And we're not gonna stop any time soon.

 

[Butters Shikkon]

Evan you gotta see a therapist soon. You're gonna let these things eat you alive.

 

[Spicy Tuna]

You're not the only person to feel that way. It might not always seem like it, but the feeling does pass. You gotta hang on until you're in a better state of mind, because self-harm is only temporary relief, and not a solution. I hated getting this advice, but talking to a professional is the best way to deal with the underlying problem.

 

[Samandriel Morningstar]

I just finished drawing this and I confess I'm rather happy with it.

 

[Midnight_Gear]

i sometimes see certain people lurking and want to start screaming.

...who am i trying to kid. i'm not fucking stable at all right now. i beat myself with my own shoe because i fucked up a little bit.

no good being here.


i keep wanting to delete this post but goddamnit i'm sick of making myself scared, so you know what, it's time i stopped playing this game and just fucking talked instead of trying to be some cute little faggot

. i'm a fucking narcissist. i hurt myself because i genuinely believe deep down that i'm doing everything at a mediocre level. when these posts get ignored, i get angry because that makes me think that everything i'm not handling well actually doesn't matter, and that i'm a dramatic bitch for even beginning to care. so then i either delete them or think about hurting myself more. i don't care if it scares people, my head works in this great way where everything i think makes me believe that i deserve to be punished. honestly i don't think i even hurt myself enough! i only hit myself a few times with a shoe, why didn't i knock myself out, hit my head into the tile, get some blood dripping! i could have, but of course since i'm weak i just threw the shoe and just went with my bare hand. i cried like a bitch and kept hitting myself, should have just knocked myself out and save everyone a bit of trouble.

here you fucking go. i don't care who knows anymore. i'm just a fucking idiot anyways; and since i actually said i hurt myself i'm sure i'll either get a wave of "boo don't hurt yourself" or absolutely nothing at all, and honestly at this point i'd just feel more comfortable having the ease of access to just beat myself until i don't feel like i have to anymore.

either that or i could just be a decent fucking human being, and as far as i can tell i'll keep failing at that. just look at all the contradictions going on in my own logic. it's lovely isn't it? i feel perfectly rational right now. i feel fucking honest.

sorry everyone, i'm still a train wreck. probably be super fucking happy about everything tomorrow because i'm good at being some shitty normal person, but the minute something doesn't go right i'll be sure to remind myself exactly what the reality is.

...oh my god.

That was unexpected. Please, please see a therapist.

 

[Croconaw]

Croc if you yourself state this place is a hellhole then why are YOU of all people "wasting time" here.

I don't get you.

Sensitive tits detected

It's very clear you don't get Crocs. Go outside and go run your head into a garbage can repeatedly for about 69 minutes or at least until fluid comes leaking out of your ears. That way, you'll hopefully be too Croc'd out to know how to use a keyboard anymore and I won't have to read your uncroc like posting anymore, because it's a real drag that you're one of the few that aren't really feeling it.


That or go get crushed to death by something bigger than you, or whatever your fetish was again. I don't know, I'm just a Croc.

 

[BRN]

I wanted to come here to say something about how I feel like I ain't experiencing life for not being emotionally expressive enough. Then Evan made me reconsider. :c Poor guy.

 

[Ariosto]

I confess I don't know how to reply to Evan's post, I really don't :c

 

[Naesaki]

I confess I don't know how to reply to Evan's post, I really don't :c

You aren't the only one, where does one even begin? :c but honestly all I can say Evan is you really need to seek counselling, get an outside opinion from a trained professional, it might help to put your mind at ease and give you a sense of how you stand.

 

[UrsusArtist]

Evan, please get yourself some outside help...an objective opinion from a therapist might help you break out of these feelings.

-snip-

I think this whole croc of shit routine is getting old. You whine about the forums, yet you're still here insulting and antagonizing over and over and over. Then when you get called out on it (rightfully so) you go 'ohhhh they don't get me, they're too sensitive.'

I think a LOT of people aren't "feeling it" and would really just like for you to either grow up or disappear.

 

[Naesaki]

I think this whole croc of shit routine is getting old. You whine about the forums, yet you're still here insulting and antagonizing over and over and over. Then when you get called out on it (rightfully so) you go 'ohhhh they don't get me, they're too sensitive.'

I think a LOT of people aren't "feeling it" and would really just like for you to either grow up or disappear.

It all just feels like a big facade to me, hiding behind the Croc persona and not showing his true self and instead coming across as constantly standoffish or a big troll or trying to be funny/a comedian and falling flat faced.

 

[funky3000]

I'm just gonna let Croc take care of himself like a big boy, while I throw my lastest confession on the floor.

I had the natural urge to tamper with this image. I should stop. Its hurting me. I might have to completely redo my Unified Theory of Characters and Events, because of this fucking image.

http://imgur.com/a/Xzg6o

 

[JegoLego]

I'm just gonna let Croc take care of himself like a big boy, while I throw my lastest confession on the floor.

I had the natural urge to tamper with this image. I should stop. Its hurting me. I might have to completely redo my Unified Theory of Characters and Events, because of this fucking image.

http://imgur.com/a/Xzg6o

I'm sorry, but I've had enough of all the fnaf theories. This 3rd game better be the last, and it better answer EVERY fucking question.

(I realize this sounds meaner than intended. Maybe I should stop using profanity...)

 

[Croconaw]

Evan, please get yourself some outside help...an objective opinion from a therapist might help you break out of these feelings.




I think this whole croc of shit routine is getting old. You whine about the forums, yet you're still here insulting and antagonizing over and over and over. Then when you get called out on it (rightfully so) you go 'ohhhh they don't get me, they're too sensitive.'

I think a LOT of people aren't "feeling it" and would really just like for you to either grow up or disappear.

It only seems like a lot cause you're so big, and not in the good way either.

Oh yeah, I'm part fire-type today.

 

[FenrirDarkWolf]

I confess that this furry drama amuses me lol

 

[BRN]

we all know which is the best johto starter, anyway

 

[Ariosto]

we all know which is the best johto starter, anyway

Ja, isn't Sheer Force Feraligatr absolutely amazing? :3
That said, I was very fond of Sunny Day Typhlosion in Gen V RU.

 

[Schwimmwagen]

we all know which is the best johto starter, anyway

I agree, Chikorita is the shit

 

[sniperfreak223]

I'm secretly jealous that my mate's hometown actually has a pretty sizable community og not only furries but also legit fursuiters. She even managed to find a group of suiters wandering downtown Savannah on google street view!!! I know of a total of THREE fursuiters in my town...and they rarely go out in suit xD

Long story short: I might be planning to bring my suit and meet some other suiters next time I go to visit her o.o

 

[Spicy Tuna]

A week ago I was scared shitless my friends might discover my affinity for crossdressing. Their complete lack of reaction to it has actually been quite disappointing. I used to think I was weird. Now I think I'm boring.

 

[Deleted member 93706]

A week ago I was scared shitless my friends might discover my affinity for crossdressing. Their complete lack of reaction to it has actually been quite disappointing. I used to think I was weird. Now I think I'm boring.

Maybe they're too embarrassed to say anything or are afraid of hurting your feelings.

 

[funky3000]

I'm sorry, but I've had enough of all the fnaf theories. This 3rd game better be the last, and it better answer EVERY fucking question.

(I realize this sounds meaner than intended. Maybe I should stop using profanity...)

I enjoy them simply because I have a strong affinity for critical thinking and dark logic.

 

[Spicy Tuna]

Maybe they're too embarrassed to say anything or are afraid of hurting your feelings.

I'm okay with teasing. That's a normal friend thing to do. Do they think we're not good enough friends that they can joke about such things? Aw geez, now I feel weird again. I'm gonna go distract myself with cooking until my mind stabilizes.