Ah i'm in an odd mood again, this may sound odd and slightly pathetic but i don't care.
As strange as it may sound it's a fact that i owe my entire life as it currently is to this forum. When i first started posting here i was an anxious, depressed wreck, it's actually why i used to shitpost a lot more. I had to push myself to be as stupid as i could and not worry about caring how people would react to my posts. Doing that helped me to stop caring how people perceived me and gave me a great deal of confidence but i really owe my continued happiness to DarkNoctus, an old forum reg who sadly doesn't post here anymore. I actually met him irl at first where he was working and seeing as we both looked like generic metalheads we naturally got to talking about music, he gave me his bandcamp page to check out and i didn't see him again for months, until he found out i posted some of his music here and contacted me through the forums. So we met up, found out we got on and he introduced me to his friends, people who are to this day the only friends i have irl and who have helped me immensely. Without him and the people he introduced me to i'd be nowhere, still depressed and barely able to function irl if i hadn't already killed myself by now. I even met my current roommate through him. I pretty much owe him everything and i need to thank him for that. I also need to thank the people i've gotten to like and even love since i've been here. You have all done a lot more for me than you know and it's a shame i don't know some of you better.