Alexxx-Returns
The Sergal that Didn't Vore
I ALWAYS cry at the end of The Butterfly Effect. Just hearing that song, distinct from the movie, or thinking about it, gets me going.
I am completely desensitized to death and the process of dying. I can count the amount of deaths I've personally witnessed on one hand and recall how they all happened. AND NO, ​just to be clear, I haven't killed anyone. T_T I'm not making that kind of confession.
If you enjoy spending time with each other what does it matter if you only really end up playing video games together?There is... a part of me that really regrets leaving my last man-friend. But as much as he still has feelings for me, I could never be the person who picks up and drops a partner whenever they feel like it. Even though I still have feelings for him (and he was so god damn gorgeous and good at many bedroom things), I know that we are just totally wrong for one another because we are so similar. We are both introverted and geeky in exactly the same way. We both need people who are outgoing, extroverted, has many friends, and is an adventurer. Otherwise, we will just stagnate and spiral downwards into a rut of not doing anything except playing video games.
Yeeeesh man. I feel for you. Was it violence or drugs or... just coincidence in general?
If you don't feel like clarifying I understand.
I'll admit in my deepest depressed hours I looked up hundreds of CCTV death videos, deaths caught on dash cams, and phone videos in general. Monster truck accidents, loaded busses being swept away by flood waters, you name it. I was really in a dark time.
I confess I didn't mind the shutdown. It gave me chance to stop procrastinating on things.
I got fired from work after stabbing a cereal box that scared me .