Huglust
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I'm often dreaming of things I want to draw, comics I want to make, whatever it is. Yet, as soon as I open my painting software and see that blank canvas, it's like my imagination is whitewashed. This isn't about attempting and failing to create exactly what my imagination sees which in my experience is a poor way to go about any art form. It's like a huge portion of my mind just turns off as soon as I look at a canvas. Maybe this is just how it is? I feel like my imagination can be so strong and then I get to writing/drawing and suddenly a huge reserve of my imaginative/mental energy just disappears. I dream up a script and as soon as I start typing or writing it down, the energy almost disappears. It's the same with drawing.
I've rarely found myself in some sort of zone where my imagination isn't suppressed and I can see exactly what I want to draw and it's almost like I'm tracing an image I've overlaid on the surface with my imagination. It's so fun and I'm wondering if this is a mental space great artists are in regularly. This has happened for me so rarely that it seems like some kind of cosmic occurrence for lack of a less dramatic description.
This is beginning to sound like artist's block, or whatever, and if that's the case I've been in it most of life.
I'm just curious if anyone experiences something similar and/or has some insight. I've made some good art but this issue has often make me feel like maybe this just isn't for me. Yet, I feel relentlessly drawn to it. I need a hobby and I need to have fun doing it at the base level, and painting and drawing looks like it could be so much fun.
I've rarely found myself in some sort of zone where my imagination isn't suppressed and I can see exactly what I want to draw and it's almost like I'm tracing an image I've overlaid on the surface with my imagination. It's so fun and I'm wondering if this is a mental space great artists are in regularly. This has happened for me so rarely that it seems like some kind of cosmic occurrence for lack of a less dramatic description.
This is beginning to sound like artist's block, or whatever, and if that's the case I've been in it most of life.
I'm just curious if anyone experiences something similar and/or has some insight. I've made some good art but this issue has often make me feel like maybe this just isn't for me. Yet, I feel relentlessly drawn to it. I need a hobby and I need to have fun doing it at the base level, and painting and drawing looks like it could be so much fun.
