HistoricalyIncorrect
Well-Known Member
Ok, this one is bit embarassing for me as I am not used to ask people for help.
I have a problem with a motivation, I draw badly, I can create stories without any problem but one picture is worth thousand words. I try to draw but when I see how many artists can draw beautifuly I just get ashamed of myself. I would like to do commisions ( I will be honest I do not really even understand how it fully operates), exchange art, share my views and express myself through drawing. I know it takes time to "gid gud" but I cannot break this baricade, let's call it Motivational Barricade. I look at my drawing and all I see is less than average picture while I try my best to get what I want.
I look at many artist drawings and I wish I could draw the same way, It only ends up with me comparing my lack of skill to someone that draws for years. My girlfriend tells me that I shouldn't think like that as this way I only kill the motivation for drawing and fuck me she is right and i know it. The problem is i cannot stop. Is it envy?
I have a picture here for @PigMint waiting to be finished but I do not want to embarass myself. It has been ages since I told her I will draw it and it is here but I cannot get myself to finish it, motivation is dying. I do not want to look like lying scumbag but I also do not want to force myself to draw it as the picture might end up horribly.
I have few pictures drawn already and I would like to upload them but I am afraid of something, something that stops me from it.
Please help...
At least please tell me am I simply mental or not
I have a problem with a motivation, I draw badly, I can create stories without any problem but one picture is worth thousand words. I try to draw but when I see how many artists can draw beautifuly I just get ashamed of myself. I would like to do commisions ( I will be honest I do not really even understand how it fully operates), exchange art, share my views and express myself through drawing. I know it takes time to "gid gud" but I cannot break this baricade, let's call it Motivational Barricade. I look at my drawing and all I see is less than average picture while I try my best to get what I want.
I look at many artist drawings and I wish I could draw the same way, It only ends up with me comparing my lack of skill to someone that draws for years. My girlfriend tells me that I shouldn't think like that as this way I only kill the motivation for drawing and fuck me she is right and i know it. The problem is i cannot stop. Is it envy?
I have a picture here for @PigMint waiting to be finished but I do not want to embarass myself. It has been ages since I told her I will draw it and it is here but I cannot get myself to finish it, motivation is dying. I do not want to look like lying scumbag but I also do not want to force myself to draw it as the picture might end up horribly.
I have few pictures drawn already and I would like to upload them but I am afraid of something, something that stops me from it.
Please help...
At least please tell me am I simply mental or not