And going backwards through an anus up to a mouth doesn't work, go ahead and try it.
I know, usually sphincters are one-way, but you somehow manage to force yourself that far up FA's arse that it actually breaks biology. Good job!
And it doesn't matter if you kissed and made up afterwards. You still have a history of doing that kind of thing. There is no justifiable reason to start contacting an artists loved ones unless they've genuinely run off with your money, not because they did someone else in their commissions queue first, or because they wanted a break from repeated harassment. It's not ok, and trying to make excuses for it again shows a lack of awareness of being in the wrong.
"Artist I harrassed won't work with me again, how do I make him?":
"Artist blocked me, why can't I harass him some more?":