Feel like I'm at the end.

[Xitheon]

This year I've lost my house, been arrested and brutalized in police custody, lost most of my pets and crippled myself. And the mental health services have decided that they can't help me because most of my problems are caused by autism and not psychotic illness. They've passed me on to "social care" but literally nothing is being done to help me. I'm living with my parents again and I'm cripplingly depressed. I don't know what to do. I've fallen so hard.

 

[MaetheDragon]

Fren, I really don’t have that much advice for you, if this is where your life is at. I’m not going to claim I know your life story, and know how to solve it. But, if no one is helping you, it’s important to help yourself, instead. The world isn’t always nice to you, but the only way you can fix this is if you pursue that help, yourself. Save up and find a medical professional, one that works for you. It’s worth it, I can guarantee it.

From one autistic fren to another.

If you ever need a shoulder, shoot me a message! I can’t guarantee I can help you anymore, but I’ve been told I’m a good listener.

 

[Misha Bordiga Zahradník]

There's not much I can say outside of keep pushing forward until you make it to the next day, and Fuck the Police.

Seriously, I wish you the best, and hope you can get in touch with a therapist for depression.

 

[Xitheon]

I'm probably going to be sent to a permanent care home for autistic spectrum people. I'm high functioning but so fucked up I can't live without 24 hour care. I can be perfectly fine one second and something minor happens and I scream and bang my head against the wall until it bleeds. (My head bleeds, not the wall.)

FML.

 

[Misha Bordiga Zahradník]

Yeesh. I'm sorry to hear. I honestly don't know what to say because I am definitely not a mental health professional. But I hope things work out best for you.