fury-cake
New Member
Hello, this will be quite a ride so if you just want to shout back at me: Hi, hello, how are you? I hope you do great!
So now for the TL;DR for you, who like to discuss things.
Skipping the boring things, I'm almost 30 years old, been drawing whole my life, still studying, in the sewers of my life for past few years, many things happened, and now I'm here.
I dedicated about 15 years to polish my drawing skills in the terms of comic books and so, I'm really good with manga shit but by the time I felt good with it, I've got bored, burned out and I kinda hate drawing it.
Had several accounts on many, very different sites ranging from obvious choices like deviantart to lesser known, for some at least, pixel portals and such.
Been doing this for really long now, this cycle of creating new fake personality just to fit-in, doing few works then burning inside rapidly and feeling like shit. I did it few times here on FA as well but, well, looks like I finally sorted that thing.
Now this part may be controversial but please, don't get me wrong: I'm not really that greatly into fur-related stuff, anthro and such, st least that's how I feel. I mean, I don't fit?
Everyone here, so far, look like they either are for the general fur-related lulz, they make money or are willing to pay up. Also, there is plenty of odd things, sexual things I still can't really grasp.
Also YCH? The hell?
So why am I here? Well, like said earlier, I'm fed with manga related things, can't really enjoy drawing those so trying to reset myself. And here, I actually like how the FA community is open! Yes.
I really think that compared to other fandoms and circles furries are least annoying bunch. Note: I got issues and don't get along with people because I sound angry and snobbish- that's my surface layer, gotta dig deeper bro.
Yeah, ok. So the thing is dunno, I kinda want to get involved with the community, get few friends or something (sorry if this sounds like emo teen bullshit, kek).
Hoping to find myself, especially in the terms of art style and such, but would be cool to chat with people too (though, I got horrible personality and it's a real challenge to get along with me).
So that's it, that's me right here, right now.
If you are still reading this it's great- think that for few minutes you made my existence something more then it was yesterday.
PS: Irony, my avatar, I know.
PPS: Too many "I", my English sucks.
So now for the TL;DR for you, who like to discuss things.
Skipping the boring things, I'm almost 30 years old, been drawing whole my life, still studying, in the sewers of my life for past few years, many things happened, and now I'm here.
I dedicated about 15 years to polish my drawing skills in the terms of comic books and so, I'm really good with manga shit but by the time I felt good with it, I've got bored, burned out and I kinda hate drawing it.
Had several accounts on many, very different sites ranging from obvious choices like deviantart to lesser known, for some at least, pixel portals and such.
Been doing this for really long now, this cycle of creating new fake personality just to fit-in, doing few works then burning inside rapidly and feeling like shit. I did it few times here on FA as well but, well, looks like I finally sorted that thing.
Now this part may be controversial but please, don't get me wrong: I'm not really that greatly into fur-related stuff, anthro and such, st least that's how I feel. I mean, I don't fit?
Everyone here, so far, look like they either are for the general fur-related lulz, they make money or are willing to pay up. Also, there is plenty of odd things, sexual things I still can't really grasp.
Also YCH? The hell?
So why am I here? Well, like said earlier, I'm fed with manga related things, can't really enjoy drawing those so trying to reset myself. And here, I actually like how the FA community is open! Yes.
I really think that compared to other fandoms and circles furries are least annoying bunch. Note: I got issues and don't get along with people because I sound angry and snobbish- that's my surface layer, gotta dig deeper bro.
Yeah, ok. So the thing is dunno, I kinda want to get involved with the community, get few friends or something (sorry if this sounds like emo teen bullshit, kek).
Hoping to find myself, especially in the terms of art style and such, but would be cool to chat with people too (though, I got horrible personality and it's a real challenge to get along with me).
So that's it, that's me right here, right now.
If you are still reading this it's great- think that for few minutes you made my existence something more then it was yesterday.
PS: Irony, my avatar, I know.
PPS: Too many "I", my English sucks.