I will get ya some stuff on these as we go.
My dude! Really like the mars. Make sure you develop that archetype. Also like the leo sun and mercury. If you can manifest these in your life pls do. We need alot more of all those energies right now.
Venus in the ninth also brings out the philosophical side of Venus. This placement can be associated with utopic ideas, but isnt always. My guess is that the holder likes to work some of their world views into their art. Has also maybe dabble in studying different religions.
I'm still trying to figure out a career or even what to do with life in general, so yea... that seems mostly accurate. I want a career that doesn't really feel like a job. Something that I can enjoy that supports me. I am still young so I do have time, but I can't help to feel that I'm running out of time and chances to make things happen for me and to have a successful life. I am a funseeker, always wanting to explore and travel. Something I've seen a lot with descriptions of Sag moons. I hate being kept in one spot for long, stability is nice but I need a change in surroundings or activities at the same time.
And yea don't mind my ramblings either. I'm trying to get better at one on one convos without my anxiety flipping out. Trying to gently push past my comfort zone in a controlled manner so I can be less held back by anxiety.
@smolmuffin Venus Virgo Ninth.
Thinks highly on matters of love, may also be very shy on matters of romance; maybe private in this area compared to others.
Virgo is purity and ideal. 9th is the house of group thought. Venus Virgo can be very powerful, holder maybe the kinda person who wants to save something for a speacial person, potentially not the most promiscuous person ( atleast this can be one manifestation of a Virgo Venus, could prob do a more accuate reading if we knew if this was a male or female chart ).
Although one thing in the chart that contradicts this is the positive aspect to Jupiter in the 5th ( the house of fun ).
This aspect could represent a different idea set on things sexual and romantic.
Again not really a proper interpretation just somethings I am seeing.
I am gonna be honest with you because i respect your honesty and i wanna do a good job for you. I am gonna say something that maybe offensive idk though? I really want you to be honest back and if you wanna get harsh pls do. Its good to let the animal out every now and then especially if you have anxiety.I consider myself non binary, but with a slight lean towards male. I tend to be more feminine in terms of social behavior I think, not sure. When it comes to romance, I'm not very lucky at it, I expect a ideal relationship but no one I meet, reaches my standards and I end up hurting myself with others I date impulsively.
I am gonna be honest with you because i respect your honesty and i wanna do a good job for you. I am gonna say something that maybe offensive idk though? I really want you to be honest back and if you wanna get harsh pls do. Its good to let the animal out every now and then especially if you have anxiety.
I deeply identify as a male so it is very hard to wrap my head around nonbianary. I grew up ruff and fast. I was a homeless kid, some of these things with gender and sex come off as luxuries to me, but there is a part of me that just think thats the hard world i come from talking. Could you pls tell me how you feel about that? Can you also tell me how you feel on your gender, like describe it to me?
Of couse I will be respectful about it. You have been very cordial with me, I will reciprocate.Ah thats fine. I can understand the confusion and I do appreciate you being respectful about it. I never felt quite right identifying as a female. Something felt off and I started to develop discomfort about my chest and didn't like how I was perceived as female. But yet identifying as male didn't fit me. I realized that I was somewhere in the middle, I don't mind masculine labels oddly enough, I see myself as a feminine guy most of the time. I just don't "feel" like a male. It doesn't fit. Its hard to describe my gender but I like to think of it as "not quite female, not quite male but slightly fluid and gently tips towards one or the other depending on the day and my mood, but also some rare 100% neutral or even some days I don't feel a gender, or its a unidentifiable blob "(so I guess you could technically consider me genderfluid as well)
Btw a mars is a very masculine placement back in the old days that was actually one of mars home signs. Some astrologers like myself still consider it home there. This could be where some of that masculine energy comes from.
Interestingly enough you are the second trans persons chart i have seen, the other person was a male to female trans gender and had the opposite going on with mars (the most masculine planet) in cancer (the most feminine sign).
You have mars in one of the traditionally more masculine signs. Although i think on male/female spectrum it is considered a female sign.
Great, than maybe at some point we can talk more because i am very curious. I am the kinda person who loves trying to see how abstract things like ppl work.Huh yea that is interesting. Also I don't mind talking about my gender and such, I just don't have the energy to explain stuff and I can get a bit annoyed when it feels like I need to defend my identity to be seen as valid. (don't worry you haven't hit that yet)
I have this interesting contradiction with my personality. I fantasize constantly about being the center of attention, and when it comes to online matters I tend to be the center of attention. But yet I'm hesitant and shy, especially with interacting with others in person. My anxiety and low self esteem blocks my confidence when it comes to being myself without fear.
Haven't looked too deep into what a Mars and Scorpio means for me yet.