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blue sky love

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No-fur-ther said:
I had breakfast a few hours ago
The weather here is beautiful
but I don't feel like going nowhere
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Do you have social anxiety, because I feel like some days are lovely but going outside unnerves me. It gives me anxiety to the point i sometimes need a mild sedative to leave the house. I feel more confidence and my brain is healing so it's less and less I need to take a med for it. Talking online is a lot easier. A LOT
 
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Z-ro

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Benevolent Mage said:
Do you have social anxiety, because I feel like some days are lovely but going outside unnerves me. It gives me anxiety to the point i sometimes need a mild sedative to leave the house. I feel more confidence and my brain is healing so it's less and less I need to take a med for it. Talking online is a lot easier. A LOT
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No I don't
I just don't feel like it
 
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blue sky love

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No-fur-ther said:
You know well the struggle I go through already sis :3
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Ahhh... I wasn't completely sure. :B I mean, I keep my hardcore struggles mostly a secret. I don't want to be a sourpuss, I like being happy and carefree as a furry. But, internally since I was starting out here until yesterday, I was internalizing horrible sadness and guilt. I was depressed, wretched (a word for being intensly miserable and upset) and wanted to die. Now that you guys kniw, I just want to say that I am in recovery from a severe mental lapse from a trauma event that was on my birthday in 2012. Basically... I was almost dead in the ICU. And now I am finally healing from it and learning to cope with my trauma. And my emotions are back. I had little emotion. It was scary to me to not feel very much emotion. I tried being happy but I hated myself and was crying constantly. Now I feel so much better and so happy to be alive and normal again.
 
Dreammaker33

Dreammaker33

Cute cow that likes computer hardware
Cows and little calves!
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Z-ro

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Benevolent Mage said:
Ahhh... I wasn't completely sure. :B I mean, I keep my hardcore struggles mostly a secret. I don't want to be a sourpuss, I like being happy and carefree as a furry. But, internally since I was starting out here until yesterday, I was internalizing horrible sadness and guilt. I was depressed, wretched (a word for being intensly miserable and upset) and wanted to die. Now that you guys kniw, I just want to say that I am in recovery from a severe mental lapse from a trauma event that was on my birthday in 2012. Basically... I was almost dead in the ICU. And now I am finally healing from it and learning to cope with my trauma. And my emotions are back. I had little emotion. It was scary to me to not feel very much emotion. I tried being happy but I hated myself and was crying constantly. Now I feel so much better and so happy to be alive and normal again.
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Glad to know
For real
 
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Benevolent Mage said:
Thank you. I can tell you everything in a pm if you want. I need my story told to at least one person on here
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I'm not good at bearing other people's secrets
specially heavy ones
Besides, My own have been well kept with myself
Only he heard them
 
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blue sky love

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No-fur-ther said:
I'm not good at bearing other people's secrets
specially heavy ones
Besides, My own have been well kept with myself
Only he heard them
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Ok! Well... it was so traumatic... i developed the mental illness that i told you i thought i was for a while. it only happens from severe horrible trauma. I was nearly being murdered because of a misunderstanding and being mistaken as another person. I forgive them because the person they mistook me for was an evil bitch. It messed my brain up for 6 years because some evil person told them I was...someone else.
 
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Benevolent Mage said:
Ok! Well... it was so traumatic... i developed the mental illness that i told you i thought i was for a while. it only happens from severe horrible trauma. I was nearly being murdered because of a misunderstanding and being mistaken as another person. I forgive them because the person they mistook me for was an evil bitch. It messed my brain up for 6 years because some evil person told them I was...someone else.
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Stop staring at a cursed mask of someone else's face then
It will only drive you to the same void they were stuck in
Not a good thing
 
Dreammaker33

Dreammaker33

Cute cow that likes computer hardware
Benevolent Mage said:
Ok! Well... it was so traumatic... i developed the mental illness that i told you i thought i was for a while. it only happens from severe horrible trauma. I was nearly being murdered because of a misunderstanding and being mistaken as another person. I forgive them because the person they mistook me for was an evil bitch. It messed my brain up for 6 years because some evil person told them I was...someone else.
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I feel so sad to hear that, Please stay strong for us.
 
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