I feel a run coming on, in the past I have been homeless, but somehow I feel this is different, i think I need to work a couple more months to have a nest egg, and then I made a list of supplies I need, I don't want to be "camping" in winter, but I think I want to take a couple of months and just see where I end up and how life turns out, camp under the stars, not have to deal with the bullshit that's keeping me in this funk anymore, I'm stressed to the max and I think living here is hindering my situation