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My boyfriend, my lover, my everything died in his sleep from Leukemia.

Reiv

Reiv

I still have problems accepting that I'm a furry
Unfortunetly, as much as I want to help you, I can't. I barely have time to do so and maybe our time zone differences stands in our way. I wish that others will be helpful. :)
 
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FoxyForest

Guest
I just want to say, to all who reached out to me through PM and talking on Voice chat, that I appreciate you helping me through this difficult time. My heart is broken and it hurts really badly right now, and I just needed some kind hearted caring people to speak to. I'm so confused and lost and scared right now, but I know with your help and the help of my family I can become a much stronger person in the end. It's going to take time but if the fandom really is like a family, I know I will have support from the kindness that I feel from people I don't even know. And perhaps, they will become good friends I can totally trust.
 
Yakamaru

Yakamaru

Woof? Woof
You can always find me on Discord, Foxy. I may not always be available due to timezone differences though.
 
Filter

Filter

ɹǝʇlᴉℲ
So sorry for your loss. That must be awful. I've lost a friend, which was difficult enough, but never a significant other. I can't imagine what that must be like. That being said, I'm sure he'd want you to find the inner strength to perservere and live a good life in his absence.
 
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Okami_No_Heishi

Guest
FoxyForest said:
I just want to say, to all who reached out to me through PM and talking on Voice chat, that I appreciate you helping me through this difficult time. My heart is broken and it hurts really badly right now, and I just needed some kind hearted caring people to speak to. I'm so confused and lost and scared right now, but I know with your help and the help of my family I can become a much stronger person in the end. It's going to take time but if the fandom really is like a family, I know I will have support from the kindness that I feel from people I don't even know. And perhaps, they will become good friends I can totally trust.
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I dont normally give out hugs, but I think you need this. *hugs you* Stay strong, Furiend!!
 
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FoxyForest

Guest
It still feels surreal. He was my entire life and now he's just gone. Luckily a whole bunch of kind hearted people added and talked to me on Discord to help ease the pain. I pray this community can really be like a good family to me and help me get through this pain, along with my real life family too. I need any help I can get, I love Sacha Foxy, I love him with my entire being! We were going to have a future together and I thought he would beat his awful disease, but it overcame him and now he's somewhere else. My Foxy Woxy is gone and now I'm just a stray Puppy with no direction, lost and confused.
 
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ZeroVoidTime

Guest
FoxyForest said:
It still feels surreal. He was my entire life and now he's just gone. Luckily a whole bunch of kind hearted people added and talked to me on Discord to help ease the pain. I pray this community can really be like a good family to me and help me get through this pain, along with my real life family too. I need any help I can get, I love Sacha Foxy, I love him with my entire being! We were going to have a future together and I thought he would beat his awful disease, but it overcame him and now he's somewhere else. My Foxy Woxy is gone and now I'm just a stray Puppy with no direction, lost and confused.
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I know how it feels to lose a love one. I remember losing my father just like it was yesterday, and thinking of it now it does seem surreal to think of someone you know for a long time being dead. I find my self sometime lamenting about dad dying during my senior year in high school. Ultimately I try to remember happy memories, and how he would be proud of me by what I accomplish.
 
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FoxyForest

Guest
I think if my mom died I would kill myself, but for now I guess my Foxy won't let me kill myself on the train tracks or an OD or jumping from a bridge. My body just won't let me die. And the feeling of dying isn't really there, but at the same time I kind of want to not live anymore but something keeps me living, why why why why!?
 
Slytherin Umbreon

Slytherin Umbreon

Black Lives Matter
FoxyForest said:
but at the same time I kind of want to not live anymore but something keeps me living, why why why why!?
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Because you have friends and family.
Because your Boyfriend wouldn't have wanted you to kill yourself.
Because we all love you enough to reach out through this pain and be here with you.
 
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Balskarr

Balskarr

The Lurking Hooman
Hey. Checking up on ya here. How you been hanging in there? I don't usually follow up like this but I sympathize with your situation, I really do. That said, I hope you're doing better.
 
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FoxyForest

Guest
Balskarr said:
Hey. Checking up on ya here. How you been hanging in there? I don't usually follow up like this but I sympathize with your situation, I really do. That said, I hope you're doing better.
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I want to die.
 
WithMyBearHands

WithMyBearHands

Smudge and arrogant
When you lose someone that close, a little piece of you dies with them. It happens to the best of us. It’s never gotten easier for me. You just learn to deal with the pain. He’ll always hold a special place in your heart. As long as you remember him, he’ll always be here with you.
 
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