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Hi. I'm a new fur. I think that's what it's called. I'm 25 going on 26, and I'm a bisexual woman. I'm married.
I love my wife and my home life. I have a good relationship with my family. But I have no close friends. Not after college anyway. I want to make friends but it's hard for me. I often second guess myself and have to fight to overcome my instincts to hide away. That certainly won't make me friends.
I've been trying to draw. I'm not much good. I've been working on an OC that I'm calling Sapphire. She is going by Sapphire, but her real name is Molly. She is like a more insecure version of me, very quiet. She has an active inner world and imagination like me. Unlike me, I picture her working in an office. In her free time, she is an amateur artist and musician. I am also a musician, but not in any way that could financially support me. I teach elementary music to do that.
She is in the closet, unlike me. She is a lesbian, unlike me. Like me, she sucks in social situations... I realize I need to get to a point.
I want to know if my fursona is an entity separate from me - a better, imaginary version of myself. Or if she is a reflection of me. Maybe she is both. I don't know what I'm doing.
Also, I think she is a skunk. Or a skunk-rabbit hybrid. Is that something that can do? Is there a special name for different cross-species characters?
Sorry for rambling. I just feel lonely and I don't know where to start.
I love my wife and my home life. I have a good relationship with my family. But I have no close friends. Not after college anyway. I want to make friends but it's hard for me. I often second guess myself and have to fight to overcome my instincts to hide away. That certainly won't make me friends.
I've been trying to draw. I'm not much good. I've been working on an OC that I'm calling Sapphire. She is going by Sapphire, but her real name is Molly. She is like a more insecure version of me, very quiet. She has an active inner world and imagination like me. Unlike me, I picture her working in an office. In her free time, she is an amateur artist and musician. I am also a musician, but not in any way that could financially support me. I teach elementary music to do that.
She is in the closet, unlike me. She is a lesbian, unlike me. Like me, she sucks in social situations... I realize I need to get to a point.
I want to know if my fursona is an entity separate from me - a better, imaginary version of myself. Or if she is a reflection of me. Maybe she is both. I don't know what I'm doing.
Also, I think she is a skunk. Or a skunk-rabbit hybrid. Is that something that can do? Is there a special name for different cross-species characters?
Sorry for rambling. I just feel lonely and I don't know where to start.