-Praydeth-
The Trickster coyote.
My post made open chat go silent for quite a bit. Yeah that's most peoples reaction some even cry if i tell them the full story.

Ah. Lol. Yeah. Naps just give off a weird feeling.I get that - really don't like that slightly shaky foggy head feeling after a 'siesta'! Doesn't always stop me having one though.
I'm sorry you have to suffer with that. I've never even heard of that.My post made open chat go silent for quite a bit. Yeah that's most peoples reaction some even cry if i tell them the full story.
Most people from this chat aren't online right now, but I'll just say that I'm sorry for your heart problems. Hopefully someone will find the solution for them later in life.My post made open chat go silent for quite a bit. Yeah that's most peoples reaction some even cry if i tell them the full story.
Noooo. Then again...heart disease runs through my family. And other crap.Most people from this chat aren't online right now, but I'll just say that I'm sorry for your heart problems. Hopefully someone will find the solution for them later in life.
My family has a genetic history for holes in our hearts. I don't know if I have a hole in mine, yet.
Ahhh, genetics xDNoooo. Then again...heart disease runs through my family. And other crap.
Genetics...are so cruel. *pets* shhhh. Serin knows a very magical kitsune.Ahhh, genetics xD
I can probably look forward to hair loss, and possibly dementia if I become very old.
Sssuuuuch iiiiiisssss liiiifffeeeeGenetics...are so cruel. *pets* shhhh. Serin knows a very magical kitsune.
Lol. The planet needs his magic.Sssuuuuch iiiiiisssss liiiifffeeee
I'm sure others could use his magic tho :v
Most people from this chat aren't online right now, but I'll just say that I'm sorry for your heart problems. Hopefully someone will find the solution for them later in life.
My family has a genetic history for holes in our hearts. I don't know if I have a hole in mine, yet.
Noooo. Then again...heart disease runs through my family. And other crap.
I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.
I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.
The internet is a great place to set aside that crap from life, ain't it?I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.
I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.
How dare he! :OLol. The planet needs his magic.
My step dad just called me ugly. XD
That sucks. I can't relate though. I'm sorry. Did your family try homeschooling you?I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.
I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.
I know! I'm actually starting to believe the fact that I'm pretty and he just turns around and says that.The internet is a great place to set aside that crap from life, ain't it?
How dare he! :O
That sucks. I can't relate though. I'm sorry. Did your family try homeschooling you?
I see. I've never actually experienced homeschooling before so I wouldn't know. I do know that a few people said it was boringI know you're asking another person, but oh god I would never recommend homeschooling/cyberschooling. Nearly ruined my life until the tail end of highschool I decided to go back to public and graduate. Cyber/home schooling was just a closed chamber of my own self-doubt and unwillingness.
I had every opportunity to ace everything during those years in cyberschool, but I went mediocre and lazy, basically self-indulging in sources of temporary relief. It does, however, very much depend on your reason behind choosing to do homeschooling or cyberschooling. In my case, I went because I felt the change I saw in middleschool was too harsh on me. All it did was allow me to never encounter those problems and continue building up frustration from their past effects. Eventually yelled and cried my head off after years of avoiding people and sitting in my room. I started talking to people and counseling. I'm still finicky about engaging people in conversation but I have completely turned around from it and actually have a job and multiple hobbies I've built up. If I hadn't taken that last semester to try out public highschool and graduate, I probably wouldn't be here.I see. I've never actually experienced homeschooling before so I wouldn't know. I do know that a few people said it was boring
Might as well read my last 2 posts on open chat then i guess.Morning sunshines, *happy sergal noises*
Ah. See. However I was just gonna suggest it as a temporary thing? Doing homeschooling as an escape (although there are things I would have loved to escape in the past) would be a bad ideaI had every opportunity to ace everything during those years in cyberschool, but I went mediocre and lazy, basically self-indulging in sources of temporary relief. It does, however, very much depend on your reason behind choosing to do homeschooling or cyberschooling. In my case, I went because I felt the change I saw in middleschool was too harsh on me. All it did was allow me to never encounter those problems and continue building up frustration from their past effects. Eventually yelled and cried my head off after years of avoiding people and sitting in my room. I started talking to people and counseling. I'm still finicky about engaging people in conversation but I have completely turned around from it and actually have a job and multiple hobbies I've built up. If I hadn't taken that last semester to try out public highschool and graduate, I probably wouldn't be here.
In the other case, if you manage a healthy mentality and interaction with people, and cyberschool/homeschool is just more convenient for your lifestyle, go for it.
Moral of the story, don't use it as an escape, use it as a tool when you're stable enough to use it. It will only trap you.
Tombstone! Hai.Morning sunshines, *happy sergal noises*
...Turn your head and cough .-.Hello Nurse!
Oh don't worry about it i'm not going into detail but what we are doing currently is working.I had every opportunity to ace everything during those years in cyberschool, but I went mediocre and lazy, basically self-indulging in sources of temporary relief. It does, however, very much depend on your reason behind choosing to do homeschooling or cyberschooling. In my case, I went because I felt the change I saw in middleschool was too harsh on me. All it did was allow me to never encounter those problems and continue building up frustration from their past effects. Eventually yelled and cried my head off after years of avoiding people and sitting in my room. I started talking to people and counseling. I'm still finicky about engaging people in conversation but I have completely turned around from it and actually have a job and multiple hobbies I've built up. If I hadn't taken that last semester to try out public highschool and graduate, I probably wouldn't be here.
In the other case, if you manage a healthy mentality and interaction with people, and cyberschool/homeschool is just more convenient for your lifestyle, go for it.
Moral of the story, don't use it as an escape, use it as a tool when you're stable enough to use it. It will only trap you.