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-Praydeth-

The Trickster coyote.
My post made open chat go silent for quite a bit. Yeah that's most peoples reaction some even cry if i tell them the full story.
 

Serin

No longer active.
I get that - really don't like that slightly shaky foggy head feeling after a 'siesta'! Doesn't always stop me having one though.
Ah. Lol. Yeah. Naps just give off a weird feeling.

I swear. All I did today was work. I just finished my assignment and now I have to study for another test for tomorrow.
 
My post made open chat go silent for quite a bit. Yeah that's most peoples reaction some even cry if i tell them the full story.
Most people from this chat aren't online right now, but I'll just say that I'm sorry for your heart problems. Hopefully someone will find the solution for them later in life.
My family has a genetic history for holes in our hearts. I don't know if I have a hole in mine, yet.
 

Serin

No longer active.
Most people from this chat aren't online right now, but I'll just say that I'm sorry for your heart problems. Hopefully someone will find the solution for them later in life.
My family has a genetic history for holes in our hearts. I don't know if I have a hole in mine, yet.
Noooo. Then again...heart disease runs through my family. And other crap.
 

-Praydeth-

The Trickster coyote.
Most people from this chat aren't online right now, but I'll just say that I'm sorry for your heart problems. Hopefully someone will find the solution for them later in life.
My family has a genetic history for holes in our hearts. I don't know if I have a hole in mine, yet.

Noooo. Then again...heart disease runs through my family. And other crap.

I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.

I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.
 
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Sergei Sóhomo

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I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.

I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.

Huh, reminds me of when I was in high school. I was unable to attend about 85% of the school year for 3 years in a row. My friends graduated and all but 2 of them moved out of province. Shitty years, but then I managed to get well enough to attend for the final 2 weeks for my final courses and managed to do an entire semestre's worth of work in a couple of days. Passed with 90's in everything


My school was a really shitty school
 
I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.

I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.
The internet is a great place to set aside that crap from life, ain't it?
Lol. The planet needs his magic.

My step dad just called me ugly. XD
How dare he! :O
 

Serin

No longer active.
I just remembered why i don't like bringing it up it's the pity. These are challenges i have to overcome and am overcoming *not as fast as most people with the condition and mine is severe*. Do you know how many people i barely even knew sent me stuff that i had to reject because it's not exactly right taking for having my condition. And some people feel as if i didn't accept a apology and what they were apologizing for was "running over my dog" and i feel guilty taking what they try to give to me.

I wasn't able to be present for 3/4 of the school-year last year for being sick and i finished all of it in 1/4. It happened again this year but instead of being simply too sick it's the school system screwing us over denying services so i can't continue my education. I have to do that again and it's not a option not to. Also if i attend a pubic gathering other than church i am denied education services. Also i lost nearly all my friends before i stopped being able to attend school for literally becoming a guy you just really don't want to hang out with. So basically all the interaction i have with other people than my family and very close friends that have since moved is being on this forum and playing with people i find online. I am not fucking joking.
That sucks. I can't relate though. I'm sorry. Did your family try homeschooling you?

The internet is a great place to set aside that crap from life, ain't it?

How dare he! :O
I know! I'm actually starting to believe the fact that I'm pretty and he just turns around and says that. o_O:confused:
 

Casey Fluffbat

E. Fuscus from the discount section
That sucks. I can't relate though. I'm sorry. Did your family try homeschooling you?

I know you're asking another person, but oh god I would never recommend homeschooling/cyberschooling. Nearly ruined my life until the tail end of highschool I decided to go back to public and graduate. Cyber/home schooling was just a closed chamber of my own self-doubt and unwillingness.
 

Serin

No longer active.
I know you're asking another person, but oh god I would never recommend homeschooling/cyberschooling. Nearly ruined my life until the tail end of highschool I decided to go back to public and graduate. Cyber/home schooling was just a closed chamber of my own self-doubt and unwillingness.
I see. I've never actually experienced homeschooling before so I wouldn't know. I do know that a few people said it was boring
 

Casey Fluffbat

E. Fuscus from the discount section
I see. I've never actually experienced homeschooling before so I wouldn't know. I do know that a few people said it was boring
I had every opportunity to ace everything during those years in cyberschool, but I went mediocre and lazy, basically self-indulging in sources of temporary relief. It does, however, very much depend on your reason behind choosing to do homeschooling or cyberschooling. In my case, I went because I felt the change I saw in middleschool was too harsh on me. All it did was allow me to never encounter those problems and continue building up frustration from their past effects. Eventually yelled and cried my head off after years of avoiding people and sitting in my room. I started talking to people and counseling. I'm still finicky about engaging people in conversation but I have completely turned around from it and actually have a job and multiple hobbies I've built up. If I hadn't taken that last semester to try out public highschool and graduate, I probably wouldn't be here.

In the other case, if you manage a healthy mentality and interaction with people, and cyberschool/homeschool is just more convenient for your lifestyle, go for it.

Moral of the story, don't use it as an escape, use it as a tool when you're stable enough to use it. It will only trap you.
 

Serin

No longer active.
I had every opportunity to ace everything during those years in cyberschool, but I went mediocre and lazy, basically self-indulging in sources of temporary relief. It does, however, very much depend on your reason behind choosing to do homeschooling or cyberschooling. In my case, I went because I felt the change I saw in middleschool was too harsh on me. All it did was allow me to never encounter those problems and continue building up frustration from their past effects. Eventually yelled and cried my head off after years of avoiding people and sitting in my room. I started talking to people and counseling. I'm still finicky about engaging people in conversation but I have completely turned around from it and actually have a job and multiple hobbies I've built up. If I hadn't taken that last semester to try out public highschool and graduate, I probably wouldn't be here.

In the other case, if you manage a healthy mentality and interaction with people, and cyberschool/homeschool is just more convenient for your lifestyle, go for it.

Moral of the story, don't use it as an escape, use it as a tool when you're stable enough to use it. It will only trap you.
Ah. See. However I was just gonna suggest it as a temporary thing? Doing homeschooling as an escape (although there are things I would have loved to escape in the past) would be a bad idea

Sorry. Sudden art idea
 

Martin2W

Tombstone The Fierce Sergal
Tbh I never nap, but last year I accidentally naped, and it was one of the weirdest expierences. Long story short. I took a nap 1.5h before my dad gets home. And since i forgot to pull my key out, i had to let him in. I was waken up after like second doorbell sound, I had no idea whats happening so I let him in. My first words were where am I and why you are early. It took me 2 minutes to get into normal thinking. Literally i was so confused for that 2 minutes. Creapy.
 
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-Praydeth-

The Trickster coyote.
I had every opportunity to ace everything during those years in cyberschool, but I went mediocre and lazy, basically self-indulging in sources of temporary relief. It does, however, very much depend on your reason behind choosing to do homeschooling or cyberschooling. In my case, I went because I felt the change I saw in middleschool was too harsh on me. All it did was allow me to never encounter those problems and continue building up frustration from their past effects. Eventually yelled and cried my head off after years of avoiding people and sitting in my room. I started talking to people and counseling. I'm still finicky about engaging people in conversation but I have completely turned around from it and actually have a job and multiple hobbies I've built up. If I hadn't taken that last semester to try out public highschool and graduate, I probably wouldn't be here.

In the other case, if you manage a healthy mentality and interaction with people, and cyberschool/homeschool is just more convenient for your lifestyle, go for it.

Moral of the story, don't use it as an escape, use it as a tool when you're stable enough to use it. It will only trap you.
Oh don't worry about it i'm not going into detail but what we are doing currently is working.
 
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