Black_Tail
Well-Known Member
Man, i'm sorry to hear that... I'm not very good with words but i just wanted to say that i know how you feel... Trying to appear happy with people and friends but really having something so heavy passing through your mind.Ug. Have not been posting much, been pretty deeply depressed...in that scary sort of way. I guess, it's hard, there have been so many years of therapy, and trying many things...worried, too about being homeless and getting by, these days. Maybe PM me, and I can talk, soon, something, I am sorta losing it, and as together and happy as I appear here, most of the time, I feel so empty and disposable, now. But not to dwell on this, and mope: just wanted to say why I have not been about as much. Love you all.
I think talking helps and forums like this are the best place to do it
