Har, dear, if you need someone personally, please feel free to message me. I'll try to be available all day if I can.
I have four cats myself - and three rats - and I know how you're feeling. I'd do anything in my means to save my animals. They're like my children - I have a natural instinct to protect, nurture, and care for them. I am so, so sorry about your baby. I truly am. Whatever happens, you really should be prepared for either. If it takes a turn for the worst, please, go be with her in her last moments. I KNOW it's hard, but she will want you there as her owner. Pets know how much you love them, even if you don't think they do.
I hope the best for you and your family, and that sweet precious kitten. Accidents happen all the time, but this... I don't know what I'd do.
To the people saying pets are just pets, don't waster your time and money:
Honestly? Please, shut the fuck up. You aren't helping, at all.
Like I said, I have three rats. I had two boys before this batch, and they were quite old. Loki fell ill one day, and over the course of 3 days, I spent over $700 trying to save his life. Why? Because, I took a vow to keep him safe and protected at. all. costs. No matter what. That's what you do with pets. If you can't understand that, you don't deserve to have an animal. We ended up having to put him down for his own well-being, but I was willing to do whatever it took, if I could prevent that.
I wish you luck, Har :c I mean it: Please feel free to message me whenever you need today, or tomorrow, or whenever. I'll be available, and I'll talk with you. This kitty may still have a chance at a full & happy life - I really hope she does. Please stay strong and hang in there <3