Hey guys
Thought I should finally post a little update here.
Sorry for just disappearing without telling anything here. But yeah, I've kinda needed a break from the fandom. I'm not completely sure what scared me suddenly off, but as some of you may know I've started a new job and it kinda happened on the same time.
This whole corona lockdown-thing made me be extremely active here, and as soon as I've started the new job, it was kinda like a clash of two worlds. Maybe that had an influence, but I also have some other theories.
I've almost left the fandom completely (therefore I've removed my pfp and didn't use a sona for a while), and well I'm still in a reevaluation process.
But after talking to some people about that situation in DMs, I've come to the conclusion, that I'll give this whole thing another chance. Even with that huge dark cloud that was following me in the last few weeks when interacting in this fandom, I've also missed a few things when not doing so. I don't want to promise anything yet though, because as I've said I'm still kinda in a reevaluation process. That means that I will take coming back slowly, step by step. I won't be that much active in the beginning (and of course because of the job I won't be as active as a month ago). The result of that process can be both, staying or leaving.
Last, what's really important to me is that you all know that NOBODY has done anything that caused this! It's alone my fault, for several reasons.
Again, I apologise for just scurring off and want to thank those, who took the time to help me in a really crappy situation.
See you all some other day!
Thrashy
