Oh no :Othis has affected my life more than you could ever know, reader. i truly do appreciate the falsified happiness this cursed place provided me for awhile, but it just cannot go on. thank you all, for everything. for helping me get through hard times, be more social, and helping me be creative again. but in all honesty, this has done nothing but hurt me anymore. it wont every be worth it. it wont. it will maybe become better with adulthood, but who knows, i sure dont. well.... last thing is.... i truly do. and i mean TRULY.... hate the day that kiba was born from that first drawing i ever made of him, or a computer in general, just for fun. i wasnt even a furry, in fact honestly i thought they were weird. but i became a part of this community, and it was accepting of me. such a new and sudden feeling, for someone who has been rejected all their life. but now, that feeling, the special bond i thought i held with this fandom is gone. i feel nothing for it. in fact, ive grown to hate it, and all the pain i caused myself because of it.
so in conclusion, i hate this place. this fandom. kiba. myself. i. hate. this. cursed. fandom. i dont think im coming back. to anyone who may care.... well. im sorry. nothing will justify this, and if i do come back, probably none of you will see me the same. so i think it's safe to say.... that i wont be back. but like i said, who knows.just know that i hate none of you, more myself, and my creation. im going to erase kiba's existence the best i can, but all i will leave of him is the image below. that was his first appearance in my life, and it will be the last. farewell, everyone.