*hugs you tight*
let's just say that, if I ignore and exclude him out to do things for myself, he gets mad at me,
aaand if I'm needy and I just try to talk to him being pushy and insistent, he gets upset at me....
and I know he never talks about his feelings so.. I have to bring things out, and I'm very bad at being directly honest
the worse thing is that, it gave me old memories, reminded me of my dad when I wanted to play and just spend time together and all I got ALWAYS was a "I'm busy" or even worse "I TOLD YOU TO LATER"
unlike my dad, he hasn't exploded so violently... but still.... it reminds me of those bad times I was neglected, in a new way but similar too, as he is always busy