tons of hugsZehlua has a hard time finding love. He's picky, difficult to please, and has left many broken hearts behind him. Zehlua has also been devastated by harsh rejections and breakups, namely finding out one of his boyfriends was already married with children! Through a combination of bad luck and bad decision making, Zehlua repeatedly gets the shortest end of the stick with his lovers.
Due to his outgoing nature and inability to completely shapeshift, Zehlua has a difficult time fitting in with his fellow hulderfolk. He has a long history of being mistreated by his own kind, leaving him feeling worthless and abandoned on a regular basis.
For me it’s his past sexual abuse. Because I see my sona as an extension of myself I feel obligated to involve my own irl experience to my sona as it has shaped me.)
same idea here actually! my abuse had a really big impact on me that i can't separate myself from, and my brain's way of coping developed into hypersexualism, so my oc has ended up part succubus.