aww thanks *smiles, lies back on couch* what about showers?
It went well! The clinic only needs a fingerstick test, versus going to the hospital for a complete blood draw. Definitely prefer the fingerstick. ^^Also, Beanie, let me know how it went!
Haha no showers, either. I treat my hygiene time like I treat my food time: Sacred and undisturbed.aww thanks *smiles, lies back on couch* what about showers?
Woohoo! Look at you getting things done!It went well! The clinic only needs a fingerstick test, versus going to the hospital for a complete blood draw. Definitely prefer the fingerstick. ^^
I used to nearly cry getting blood drawn, but a doctor recently put me on a medication that requires bloodtests. And even if I do end up needing a real blooddraw, it's not so scary because I've been getting these weekly tests for a few months. I was offered this med for years, but the bloodwork thing scared me off. It wasn't until my recent mental health crisis that I tried the med. It works better than anything else I've ever taken.Woohoo! Look at you getting things done!
You are brave cause I faint whenever I see my own blood on the outside of my body. XD
My goals for today are like in that Waldeck song "Northern Lights"
Trying not to crash and die.
I wish you the best of luck in trying to reset your sleep habits.Try to get to bed earlier. Not because I'm staying up late, but because I can never fall asleep at a decent rate, or I just keep waking up and then spend the next hour trying to fall asleep before my alarm goes off again.
I feel drained, but I feel like I have undeniable proof that all of my previous jobs were shit. Even with the tiredness I still feel good and ready to help people for the next 8 hours .. and if my calls are anything like the ones I've had in training, I'll probably only get like... 10 in a while day. TuT I was expecting 100s but almost every call I am in takes 20-40 minutes minimum!
The funny thing about stamina training is it builds super quickly, but you can also lose it super quickly if you stop training. TwTGoals, goals....here's what I have then!
My goal is that I won't let what people say get to me, at least, not to let it have such an impact that it ruins the day for me. I'm also still on my goal to make others happy, and my goal is always to at least garner one smile for the day, because one happy fella can go a long way!
I have some side goals, mainly to get more stamina, since the last time I actually ran far was during middle school, where cross country used to be one of the main ways of endurance. I'm in no way out of shape, but I could use more stamina for extensive running or jogging, so that's a goal!
Lastly, my goal is to stay true to myself! Don't question who you are because everyone around you disapproves! Stay true to you, understand and recall your morals and ideals, and never let the depressing view of the public deter who you are! Always stay calm, control your emotions, and learn to better yourself before letting any outside conflict corrode you!
Really now? Well I'll be sure to keep that in mind! It explains so much now that you mention that fact!The funny thing about stamina training is it builds super quickly, but you can also lose it super quickly if you stop training. TwT
I’m working on that, myself.
You have beautiful goals. Staying true to oneself is an art that is seldom perfected, but you haven’t failed until you’ve stopped trying, right?
!00% this. One week I'll be feeling like the one on the left. Then, after a few days of lounging, I feel like the one on the right. TuTThe funny thing about stamina training is it builds super quickly, but you can also lose it super quickly if you stop training. TwT
Oof, I forgot that I need to do that myselfI am going to get all of my laundry folded and put away today. (It is currently sitting in a pile on my couch.)
I found a dresser on fb marketplace then I was like, “Shoot. Does this mean I have to be responsible and actually put stuff away now?”I toss clean clothes into bucket. The only thing I fold are towels TuT might change though, once I get fancy new furniture some day.