Red was informed of what a tool you were when you begged her to get in contact with me. (Which I made clear I never wanted to discuss anything with you again) I dunno what she thought of you after me and her talked and I don't pretend to.
But out I do know you wanted back on FAF since 2012. Begged xaerun in 2013 but were denied. Then red died and you needed "to grieve" which basically involved returning to rants and raves and general discussion to do your old thing. Ayattar wanted to grieve, he left once he had. But you didn't give two shits about Red. And to see you use her to get back on some forum that you wanted back on for years...
it really disgusted me.
Do you want me to screencap the logs of a convo between me and Red that pretty much proves you wrong? I never begged her to talk to you. In fact I was on the fence about if I even wanted to do this pic for you. She said she'd pass it along to you if I ever drew it. Of course, that never happened. Now, this was probably about 2 months ago, give or take, so I don't know what the fuck else you could be talking about.
Red's attitude was basically "believe what you saw, fuck what you heard". Which is why whatever you told her about me fell on deaf ears. She'd seen the real me for a long time, kid, back when it was CC. You see, CC was actually my first real close friend after you, the one I was determined not to run off. That has a lot to do with why me and her became as close as we were.
So in a way I do have you to thank for making me the person I am and in a strange way, even for me and Red becoming friends. But she wasn't right about everyone or everything and I think she was wrong about you. She said you'd become a lot less angry and bitter in general but I don't see it. Again, I got screencaps of that so don't even trip.
Ayattar is Ayattar, I am me, where do you get this idea from me and him must both act exactly the same? Don't you even realize how fucking arrogant you are trying to paint us both with the same brush as if we have anything to do with each other besides being banned at one point and being friends with Red? You yourself wanted me back on FAF and only changed your mind about that because you changed your mind about me.
This forum, this community, nothing about anything revolves around you. My life revolved around you for a short time and I damn near never recovered. So I got bigger fish to fry right now than what you still believe about me. This is pretty much your last fucking warning, Butters. Give it up. Go home. Lay off me. Call it whatever you want. Unless you're perfectly okay with me spilling the beans all about you which I'm personally not but honestly, you seem to crave drama of one kind or another. Alright, well, at least half of it is your material right?