I do hate those who don't believe in mental illness, like seriosuly, it DOES exist, it's existed for a fuck load of years, but it's more understandable now, than it was back in the 1800 or so. Not everyone wants to have a mental illness, it just can happen.
I've had depression since childhood, and now as an adult, it really still does bring me to my knees, most days. Now with this virus still going on, it's made it slightly worse because I don't want to risk going out, even though I'm double vaccinated, because people over here don't listen, and do what they please, thus why this virus won't go away and die off.
Mental illness is a pain in the ass, some can be hard to treat, but don't give in, don't let it control you, if I were to let mine fully take me over, I wouldn't be alive. Keep fighting it, it's an entity, but you are in control. I still fight mine very day, some days I have really good ones, when I do have really shitty days, my mind fills with dread, where I get such awful thoughts on what I want to do myself (not good things), but I remind myself that the thoughts are not me, they're just the depression talking.
I hope it goes well for you, Firuthi, mental illness and phsycial illnesses can be a real dick, but fight through the pain, and stand tall and proud, adding a notch to your belt each time you give either condition a kick in the ass.