I don't even know why I bother posting here anymore. I am completely exhausted of being questioned and having to explain myself over and over again like I'm the biggest retard on the planet.
I am not alright. I am asking for help and I am not receiving it. There is nothing else I can possibly do. End of story.
I don't question you; I've known you for years and at the end of the day, you do what you need to do.
I do think you question yourself too much and it paralyzes from taking needed action for a time.
If I ask you questions, it's because I want greater context before advising you to something that ultimately you are going have to live with. That isn't me judging you because you know I know the progress you've made in life since we met.
About your coworkers, yeah, they can be assholes for ignoring you, but there are plenty of workplaces where people have tunnel vision on what is good for them and nothing else. I've worked in a few of them and see more often than I'd like with how clients treat their employees. But you can't let their indifference slow you down from making moves.
So, if you want, give me the name of the program and explain to me succinctly what you are having concerns with, so I can help or provide you with resources that will. I'm in the office today, so when I get there, depending on when you get back me, maybe I can ask some of the consultants about what you're having trouble with as well too. It might also be an idea to ask
@SirRob what he can show as well too, depending on how comfortable he is about talking bookkeeping and accounting practices with you.
Let's see if we can figure this out.