Planetside 2 (except the Sanctuary map)
I have seen nothing better by far in terms of feeling both alive and pathetic at the same time. Alive because there's no single AI as human characters except AI weapons and installations' systems (everything you face are other people); pathetic because I can never be a 'hero' like common RPGs, feeling weak.
Also, the Sci-Fi mood with nowhere-to-call-home sorta isolation(if you get to know the lore), alongside the feels of myself being one of the whole just gives me odd feeling of mismatch yet these feelings somehow mold into each other.... I like this sorta odd harmony. UwU♡ Some say that this is called pervert
And, the strategical decision-making is crucial. Combined with the fact that the slightest carelessness may ruin your whole day (imagine a car comes out of nowhere and get inside the building just to run you over, that's common here), it really is uh... thrilling! And also highly rewarding when you make anything done! (Imagine you're driving your buggy and the trip ended peacefully, that's not a kind of situation you're 'allowed' to experience most of the time)
Yup, I'm talking about the feels you can get, might not be universal for everyone, though. People say this is pervert too
Ooh, isn't it familiar... It's the feel of... real life! (Always to stay vigilant, keep working hard and get ruined at random chances, or just don't give a cow!)
Except that it's never a real life, of course. Ow<☆
Just a tongue in cheek, if you think you're doing okay in real life, this game should be the same for you! Otherwise vise versa!