Inignem
Pro-death amateur drawer
Life is not a pain contest. I have no desire to one-up your pain.
Get therapy and pain medication. srsly.
I take fluoxetine and pinaverium.
And yes life is a pain contest.
Life is not a pain contest. I have no desire to one-up your pain.
Get therapy and pain medication. srsly.
Mentally:
Severe Depression
Really? You always seem so upbeat on the forums.
Not spreading a negative, pessimistic atmosphere around the place... *cough*
The depression has really improved over the last few years
I'm as healthy as can be!
Well, that's good to hear.
My mental issues are caused by my brain chemistry & my fucked up shitty ass childhood & tween years.
My past causes alot of issues in the present, trying to think differently about how people are is hard.
It's like instinct for me to be really suspicious & have huge trust issues, because that has always protected me in the past.
But now that I'm around good people, my instinct causes major issues.
People tell me to move on, but this instinct is so wired in my brain.
But I'm getting better everyday with baby steps.
Its good to trust, but its better to not trust.
It does have it's downsides though, my songwriting has really suffered as my depression has improved, apparently I need to be either really depressed or really pissed off to be creative.