I'm a stupid fuck and have traumatized myself, but I feel knowing the truth of these things makes me a better person. Gives me drive, spirit, whatever, you know?
Just about everything related to the War with Chechnya, Azerbaijan, Abkhazia, Iraq, Afghanistan, some Vietnam, Syria, 1st Infitada, civil wars in Africa; I'll be honest with you, I'm so fucking sick and tired of these monsters that just rush to war like it's a goddamn tit. I tremble, I cry, I scream. I fight. Never understand it, but thanks for knowing now, I feel bullet proof. Like the entire concept of stepping up somebody elses crimes with something worse is mostly a game, and once you see past it, see past the little fuck-twits playing sand warrior in somebody elses country, the propaganda of it, you're free to finally confront it for what it is.
Bullshit, and I still say fuck them all.