Why isn't it enough?I'm a decent artist yet being just ''decent'' isn't enough, and I'll stop the post here lest I make it emo
Because not even the sky's limit can withstand some people that's why!Why isn't it enough?
Just keep doing it and searching for ways to improve on your artwork, pal. Both with guitar playing and drawing/animating, I spent several months making incomprehensible sounds and shitty scribbles, until one day I noticed that what I do is suddenly not that shitty anymore and relatively resembles actual songs and drawings. The primary thing is to "get the ball rolling" - if you're persistent and self-aware enough, it'll just come naturally one day, and learning from that point will be much simpler, since you'll already get the basics down and be competent enough to at least not be ashamed of yourself. In other words, bite the bullet and stay determined, it will worth the time spent on it.For me personally, I just feel like I'll never improve. I've been trying to by watching tutorials, reading art books, etc, but nothing seems to stick, its like... once the tutorial ends, I forget it, and whatever "talent" or "experience" I had at the time disappears. I get demoralized easily thanks to this, and especially by the thought of not knowing if I'll ever improve thanks to it all being, from what I hear, a "time" element involving nothing but practice. I understand its important, but thanks to no sure fire way to improve, I can't help but think to myself that I could be wasting multiple months and years of my life, drawing things I could care less about, and make minimal progress, only to end up a step farther than what I was before, but with little satisfaction or true improvement. I would be just fine drawing characters that already existed, and put them in situations I personally would like to see, but even that seems to turn into a mess most of the time, with proportions being off, or ultimately, perspective going on its head.
The worst part about it is I genuinely can't shake off the desire to draw, it just keeps sneaking up on me, and ultimately, I give in and try, and of course, fail, so its a pretty brutal cycle... I can't speak for others and their reasons of giving up, but I know mine is just ultimately an epic fail of learning to learn, and seeing legitimate improvement.
Just keep doing it and searching for ways to improve on your artwork, pal. Both with guitar playing and drawing/animating, I spent several months making incomprehensible sounds and shitty scribbles, until one day I noticed that what I do is suddenly not that shitty anymore and relatively resembles actual songs and drawings. The primary thing is to "get the ball rolling" - if you're persistent and self-aware enough, it'll just come naturally one day, and learning from that point will be much simpler, since you'll already get the basics down and be competent enough to at least not be ashamed of yourself. In other words, bite the bullet and stay determined, it will worth the time spent on it.